A Poem of My Father

A father first
just another dead man now.

Dead well over forty years-
Dead at forty-four.

I, up in age now
have surpassed you
by some fifty years.

Oh the times of dread
that would come over me.
fear of death

              oh yes-
that haunting fear of death

What would I ask you now?

Did you love life more then death-

                                                most times?

Did you sit alone at night
                
                                                sometimes?
Did you dream beside 
a lonely lamp?

Most of all,
I guess, I'd ask

who were you dad?

Copyright © | Year Posted 2019



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Date: 4/17/2019 11:20:00 AM
That last haunting question -- haunting. (It haunts me too, vis-à-vis my father, who's been gone almost 30 years now). ~ Gershon
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Allen Beilschmidt Sr.
Date: 4/17/2019 2:48:00 PM
You certainly can relate, I'm sure
Date: 4/17/2019 1:39:00 AM
Poignantly written, my friend.
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Allen Beilschmidt Sr.
Date: 4/17/2019 2:48:00 PM
Thank you dear Caren
Date: 4/16/2019 9:27:00 PM
Aww...chill bumps! My grandfather died when I was two and I often thought the same thing. Much later I learned he wrote poetry...elated!
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Allen Beilschmidt Sr.
Date: 4/16/2019 10:22:00 PM
He wrote poetry. What a wonderful thing for a poet to learn.
Date: 4/16/2019 5:20:00 PM
A deep, touching poem. Nicely written.
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Allen Beilschmidt Sr.
Date: 4/16/2019 6:23:00 PM
thank you W.A.
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