A Particular Early Morning Beach Trip Memory

saying good morning to you a happy moment at the beach watching you walk by staring at your butt and admiring your natural beauty yet and still i choose not to flirt with you the happiness in the geometry of your vibe leads me straight down to the wedding band on your finger i walk on with a smile on my face feeling lonely again i make wishes to myself again and sneak another look at your wonderfully flawless body as i watch the waves, i remind myself that life is life i am still a virgin in a world of rapidly passing time as the sun sets, i think about those that are my Loving Roots who are no longer here when i look down to my right, i suddenly realize that you are next to me with tears in your eyes for whatever reason unbeknownst to me, you take my hand and hold it for a spell you then softly say 'moving on is like calm, warm water that is still a wish' you then wish me a great day and walk on and eventually leave the beach, never to be seen again for the rest of my ocean visit, what she said stuck with me like a stubborn, angry bee it is then that i decide to adjourn to the chambers of the hot tub in my condo to reflect and reminisce