A Paradox of Juxtaposition

Series of scattered suffused sufferings sprouting from shocks, stress and strain appearing off and on in agitated brain sometimes igniting anger sometimes to lament or repent. leading to diffused despondency. reflexing complexity of perplexed mind. All disarranged disorganised rather jumbled up creating junk. How to assemble! ! Totally bewildered, confused. Juxtaposition in jugglery. Meaningless thoughts in hazard haphazard manner get crumpled, entangled, coiled turning surreal fumbling voice of unimplemented wishes. Pointless feelings suffocating. Unfulfilled ambitions grumbling in vain. Trying to get rid of nuisances. Peculiar unthinkable happenstances coming in dreams in streams. drifting on garage clearance through nasty nightmare. May be Freudian slip of subconscious mind encompassed by smothered sensual feelings. All fuels are exhausted enfeebling my venture.. In last phase, it's only to ruminate over long past No energy left to plan for too short future. Most ridiculous even to think of past achievements, an those have turned obsolete. Failure - Success , Love - Betrayal, Happiness - Miseries are jumbled swinging in juxtaposition.