A Mother Denied

Your face at my success, said I did not deserve it, then you would express, It was only worthless, all I think is are you thick cus if you’re not you’re evil treating me the opposite to all the other people You just wanted me to be the way you wanted me to be success outside your vision doesn’t exist and therefore isn’t So you take my self belief my confidence in pieces ambitious drive deceased why win when it’s defeatist Quick to punish discouragement Treat me rubbish I’m different I was always useless couldn’t do anything I lie and make excuses make yourself a victim You can call it a mother’s nature all it caused was bloody hatred Never nurtured just berated Now our lives have separated I’ll only have one mother thank god I don’t have two All she caused was suffering and now it’s all she’ll do