A Lover's Nightmare

I dreamed I lost love that i never even had it hurt so much you just wouldn't understand my dream turned into a nightmare when i found out my lover wasn't real when my friend told me i just couldn't cope pain and only pain was all i could feel i cried my eyes out and my friend comforted me it turned out he was just a computer program my heart locked and only he had the key i can't believe he was just a hologram i really can't because we kissed he brought me eight roses the four others weren't even missed he was really sweet and kind but he wasn't real and my friend knew all along she hinted and that's how i figured it out and that was when everything went wrong i didn't get to say goodbye before he had disappear(ed) what was first a lover's dream turned into a lover's nightmare