A Loud Silence

I sit here. Right beside you But I feel Like I might as well be here by myself Silence between us It feels like we’re worlds apart I can hear you Trying to sleep Yet I sit here Restless and empty Longing for a connection That now feels like its lost Silent crying Staring over where you lay What did I do wrong? Maybe I shouldn’t have stayed.. I hate this feeling. Like you don’t care. Say one but do another Mr hippocrate don’t say you care You’re confusing me Is it one or another? Just sit down Just pick a damn chair! Why can’t we just talk? It doesn’t even feel like you’re here. You want something to mad about? Look in the ing mirror I can’t stand this Why don’t you care Im pouring my heart out And you won’t even sit next to me on the chair You never try anymore You’re always so high off your ass And lately it’s always an “I don’t know” or “sure” Give me a straight answer What”s going on in your head? Just talk to me for once I need you, just listen Or at least act like you are I don’t know how to do this anymore I’m talking to the ing wall. I’m just going to leave now There was no point to this at all