A Little Confession To Papa

#5 I asked myself Why can’t I be like her? Calved in a very luxurious life Loaded with an abundant wealth She might never felt this About all of these worries that I hold That I also had a dream A dream that I believed A concreted one Such concreted till I could probably just have reached out my hands and achieved it easily I hold onto that dream for years Went into a good institution Forced myself to do everything perfectly I put my own laziness just to make it happen Was struggling and hard working Motivated myself each time I bushed But when it’s time for me to continued it I realized That I didn’t have enough money to spend To helped me achieved my biggest dream I cried and prayed I confessed to whom I always believed as my creator I asked Him but I was too afraid to do so Because I already asked Him that much I told Him about my worries But I still didn’t get the answer Father, just let me know That I could still be success one day Though the path wouldn't be as smooth as I expected Papa, I am sorry That I can’t keep my promise I promise to make you proud I promise to reach that scholar and study abroad for you I am sorry, I couldn’t even make you happier during your life Papa, I am sorry