A Letter To My Father

Dear dad
I’m not sure
Should I look for you?
I’m afraid I’ll be the only one looking
Are you also looking?
For a lost son
I don’t know why
But I am now sure
It will be a lost cause
Because I’m a father now
It is funny
I still think of where I come from
I just want to see what you look like
So, that I could maybe stare you down
And know it for myself if the apple is falling
Far from the tree or not
Crazy as it sounds
It will be so profound
So many questions
Too many years
Was it too many addresses to keep with?
Or did you give up on me?
Was I not what you expected?
Well we can’t be perfected
Look my life you have affected with your absence
Couldn’t you be man enough
And stick around like a man
Am I the product of your failure
I need to know
I need to see you
Where I come from hangs in the balance
So come out of your absence…
Copyright © | Year Posted 2017

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Vinson Avatar
April 6, 2017 at 3:56 PM
A 7 for the reality of this, the truth. "Am I the product of your failure" - man, I am home alone right now so nobody can see me all choked-up. That is one great line, Matt. To answer that question - I think that sometimes we can say yes, but it's never as simple as that. How do we know it would be better some other way? We come from any number of failures and successes. But yes - we want to know.
Matt Avatar
April 10, 2017 at 5:13 AM
Thanks Doug for your Valuable input...
Andresen Avatar
January 15, 2017 at 12:07 PM
- A moving and great poem with your feelings, Phatt - Be a good father - Can remind me a little of my own poem: "- Dear Dad - I posted it a while back: 05/01/2015" .... not often that I writes poems from reality ... but this is :) - hugs // Anne-Lise :)
Matt Avatar
January 15, 2017 at 7:28 PM
thank you Anne-lise appreciate you on my page ~phatt
Toluwalope Gideon Avatar
January 14, 2017 at 5:10 PM
So sorry, this is indeed very emotional, Phatt. A catharsis well penned.
Matt Avatar
January 14, 2017 at 5:38 PM
thank you Adeniji
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