A Good Day To Be Honest

My heart is filled with fears, My eyes, they are full of tears. I miss you so much that every part of my body aches. You will never know for you I kept myself at stake. I can't stop myself from loving you, I can't tell myself not to think about you. Yet you seem so nonchalant about it, In your life I was such a misfit. Your words and your actions don't match, Yet every tear you shed I am ready to catch. But for you I was never a good match. You said there are others and I smiled. Your love made me beguile. It's so clear for you I never mattered, Now you are gone and all my dreams are shattered. I should have known this, Love never brings bliss. And here I lie down and cry, Asking myself why? And you seem to be so fine, I mistook you for a diamond,you were just an ordinary stone which shined.