A Father Who Wanted To Be a Daddy

IM writing what I call a poem story. IM writing this poem story, for all the fathers just like me. Who wasnt giving a chance to be a daddy. My first job was working on a golf course being a caddy. Watching the fathers, and their sons playing golf. Wishing one day I would be a daddy. But that wasnt meant to be. My dream was to get married and raise a family. Be come a proud father and a daddy. My first wife delivered to me. A bundle of joy,a baby boy, we named bobby. I was a proud father as I could be. When I saw my son smile and look at me. My first wife delivered to me three more children. At last I had a family. Needles did I know,I was a father. But never had a chance to become a true daddy. I got us a little house,and a blessing from the LORD. He gave me a good job at a motor company called FORD. The more I worked to put food on the table. The harder I worked,the more my wife and I drifted apart. Finally one day she left us all alone with broken hearts. I never really knew reason for leaving and her reason why. She never even said GOODBYE. Some time I look back to the past. I asked the GOOD LORD,were we to young, and had a family to fast? I tried to keep the family together,but it was hard on me. So the CHILDREN DIVISION,step in and took the children from me. My children didnt understand,they said I was to blame. My oldest son,was so hurt he even changed his name. From that moment on,I knew it wasnt meant to be. Never again was I giving a chance to be a father or a true daddy. GOD saw I was fit from above, And he sent me down another ANGEL to love. Her name is BARBARA,a mother not giving a chance to be a mommy. I am a father,that never giving a chance to be a daddy. But together with our cats,GOLDIE,and CALI. BARBARA and me love each other,and we are still a family. Sometimes our lives,dont turn out what we want it to be. Even though we never became a true mommy or true daddy. BARBARA and me love each other,and we are still a true FAMILY.