A Far Forgotten Place

There is nothing for me in this life, Nothing more than tears and existence. As long as I’m alive on this small planet, I will never tread a happy footstep. God must surely know my poor lot, As I remember those who left me behind. My tears flow so very heavy within, Please end this suffering, I beg of you. I cannot take this small excuse for life, Though small as it is, it is all I have. Sweet Jesus must have understood this pain, If alive he was, I really need to know. Somewhere out there she is living, Without her I am a useless vessel. Nothing I have is worth anything at all, Without her I will die an eternal death. If the end does not come of free will, Then its’ frustration I may undertake. I will hold myself accountable, Can God and I make peace in another place? No one can understand how sad I feel, To me life feels a burden without luxury. With it I would gladly part on any given day, My path is written in a far forgotten place.