A Delightful Nonviolent Wake Up Call

there is a gun somewhere that will make me happy a permanent vacation is needed to erase all memories living is for the strongest with the most passionate of wills with one pull of the trigger much lighter my heart will be i omit all volume to all those who disagree bravery is a rusty chain with a pungent fluidity i think i will do it around christmas for i am heading to hell anyway then all can ring in the new year a little less worry free all because of me then again, little renee gives me a kiss on the cheek she seems to always read my mind, which is in this case is necessary she says good morning by saying 'living is the ultimate trip' i wake up renewed with confidence and renee a gratitude hug i go and fix her some eggos with the butter flavored syrup that she craves she tells me to not forget the orange juice because it helps her to concentrate i laugh at my sweet savior, smile, and shake my head with delight for renee is my reason for living and exactly why breathing is easier in this life