A Dearest Repost, Angel Wings

angel wings

With every breath I take my body aches, 
When I lie in bed I feel my insides hurting.
With every reminder brings me pain.
No more can I find comfort in my home, 
The cries of babies stains my mind. 
I'm trying my best, 
But of course from day to day hour to hour,
I find myself crying. 
Memories that morning come to me every day, 
Nurses surrounding me my doctor getting on her knees,
Her head looking down, 
The thoughts that ran through my mind.
My life entering a new course, 
One full of grieving. 
He had my face,
My son,  my beautiful angel. 
He's watching me now,
He left me in tears but he is in my heart.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2013

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Dietrich Avatar
May 6, 2016 at 8:26 PM
oh my goodness, this is so sad, and if I never said so at the time, I am so sorry for your loss . Just saw my win in your furry friends contest and wanted to come to a poem to thank you. Wow, I hit on a very good poem! SEVEN and also a FAVE
Marcum Wong Avatar
February 8, 2016 at 2:44 AM
This touching poem is heartwrenching sad but beautifully expressed. I am sorry for your loss. and my prayers are flying to you with the help of angels dear one. Blessings, Connie
Ninja Avatar
March 31, 2014 at 10:05 AM
thank you mom:)
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March 25, 2014 at 5:21 PM
Happy Birthday... Bael Leslie .... Love you.. forever in my heart... March 25
Witherspoon Avatar
December 8, 2013 at 3:58 PM
My compassion lies with you. Please read my poem titled: My One and Only Son. You may find we have a connection both poetically and spiritually. Chris
Kithinji Avatar
August 23, 2013 at 3:11 AM
Deeply moving. Real deep.
Bono Avatar
August 12, 2013 at 1:14 PM
Remember he is never far away. It will get easier. I say prayers for you and your MOM daily for your losses. Take care and no matter how hard, smile at least once everyday. Love Colleen
Martinez Avatar
August 2, 2013 at 6:48 AM
Really sorry for your loss Royal,this poem really is touching..
Sanders Avatar
July 25, 2013 at 3:48 AM
This poem tuggs at my soul How beautiful a poet is when the poet can write like this. Excellent poem poet.
Andresen Avatar
July 24, 2013 at 9:06 AM
- I'm glad you still have this poem.- - It hurts your heart .... but one day it will mean a lot to you. - Love to you! - oxox / / Anne-Lise :)
Ninja Avatar
July 24, 2013 at 8:42 AM
I reposted the comments from my original post the poem was accidently deleted while trying to fix something, these words of comfort meant a lot to me, with many kind words spoken I thank everybody, Royal Trevino
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July 24, 2013 at 8:40 AM
Deb Wilson Date: 3/29/2013 11:40:00 PM this is really sad but beautiful...so sorry for your heartbreak but that sweet one is watching from above for sure...love,Deb
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July 24, 2013 at 8:39 AM
Leonora Galinta Date: 3/29/2013 11:57:00 PM Royal my very dear one, reading your mom's very beautiful & heartfelt poem and here's another one of yours can't help myself but move in profuse tears.I am terribly so sorry. I don't know what more words to say to ease all the pains in your heart my dear. Sending you all my love,prayers with hugs to you & ur mom is all I can do at this moment. I'm sure your beautiful angel BL is watching you now trying to comfort you with all his love. He loves you so much & he'll be with you wherever you r!
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July 24, 2013 at 8:38 AM
Leonora Galinta Date: 3/30/2013 12:08:00 AM By the way, you write poem very well like your mom, a great poet-sooo great! This is a very beautiful tribute poem of a mother to her loss baby! I'll favorite this if you don't mind. Thank you so much for sharing this precious gem & amazing talent of yours my very dear Royal. A blessed and grace-filled Holy Week & God bless! love much and big hugs, Leonora ( your mom's poet sis and friend)
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July 24, 2013 at 8:37 AM
SCRIBE ML Date: 3/30/2013 5:49:00 PM I don't have any magic words to erase the memory of a beloved. We don't understand Gods will most ofthe time. Hopefully peace of mind is found in knowing an angel was born, and the Lord used you as an instrument to deliver these wings. God Bless! Marlon L.
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July 24, 2013 at 8:37 AM
Chris D. Aechtner Date: 3/30/2013 1:01:00 AM Royal, this is very sad news. I am sorry that you are going through this experience right now. At first I almost wasn't sure if I should 'say' it or not, but I will regardless. You wove this difficult time of yours, into a heartfelt and meaningful dedication.
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July 24, 2013 at 8:36 AM
Gail Angel Doyle Date: 3/30/2013 6:09:00 PM Royal, my heart goes out to you sweetheart. Your poem stems from your pain luv but the beginning of healing. Writing is the tool of therapy for one's soul. God bless. I'm just a soup mail away if you need more comfort luv. Love Gail
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July 24, 2013 at 8:36 AM
Poet Destroyer A Date: 3/30/2013 10:41:00 PM To my sweet Royal, you are my everything. I grieve for Beal, and your broken heart. Your poem gripped my heart, somehow we will get through this. Beal, is in our heart, and mostly he will be with you everyday. Watching from a place where he will be waiting for us. I LOVE YOU
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July 24, 2013 at 8:35 AM
Rachel St.Cross Date: 3/30/2013 11:56:00 PM ‡ *.*, What Words Can Be Told Unto A Broken Heart To Ease Such Pain We Ask ? Hang In There Precious Beautiful Girl, For, 'God,' Does His Most Beautiful Work Amid The Darkest Of Darkened Nights! ˜ Joy A Hundred Fold And Know That, You Are Loved ˜ Always & Forever, Rachel *
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July 24, 2013 at 8:34 AM
Seren Roberts Date: 3/31/2013 12:01:00 AM Beautiful words, bring beautiful thoughts, not just for now , but for the rest of your life, your own precious angel will forever watch over you. It is painful now every emotion will surge through your mind and body, remember Beal will always be there by your left shoulder, when your lost put your hand there find solace....Seren
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July 24, 2013 at 8:33 AM
Ruben O. Date: 3/31/2013 12:39:00 AM It's been more than ten minutes that I'm trying to write something, trying to find that word that could be useful ... even the silence seems inappropriate. Such sadness is not fair. My best wishes, Royal.
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July 24, 2013 at 8:30 AM
Maria Paz Samelo Date: 3/31/2013 1:11:00 AM I can feel all your emotions on this poem my friend Royal, so sad about what happened but He's an angel now watching over you and your family. my prayers are with you..you are like your mother...great poets run in the family...hugs, Maria
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July 24, 2013 at 8:29 AM
Maria Paz Samelo Date: 3/31/2013 1:11:00 AM I can feel all your emotions on this poem my friend Royal, so sad about what happened but He's an angel now watching over you and your family. my prayers are with you..you are like your mother...great poets run in the family...hugs, Maria
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July 24, 2013 at 8:29 AM
SuZ - D Date: 3/31/2013 1:20:00 AM All the hopes you had have been dashed...no words, but to say your sadness has touched me deeply. I hope you can cope with such a sadness.
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July 24, 2013 at 8:28 AM
Rick Zablocki Date: 3/31/2013 3:47:00 AM I am so sorry for your loss. My prayers and thoughts are with you dear Royal. Rick
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