Jazmin Sang Poet Narrative

A Dead Soul

These monsters inside me,
I can’t seem to push them away.
I might as well accept them
Because they say they’re here to stay.
We laugh together, we cry together.
For my soul that died when I lost faith,
Lost faith in people I thought would be there.
I lost faith in people, who said they cared,
I even lost the feeling called fear,
I fear nothing anymore because I’ve been hurt by family,
The ones I thought would have my back 
And stay by my side through any crap.
I’m living, but my soul is dead.
Sometimes I hear voices inside my head.
They are there with me through every mood I face,
The monsters inside me just can’t be replaced,
I’m depressed and sad, they hate seeing me this way.
They’re the monsters inside of me and I don’t want to push them away
Cause now I no they love me,
All they want is to see my sadness fade.
My heart is permanently broken,
And it can’t be fixed or replaced.
The monsters inside me are here to stay.

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Poet Destroyer A December 14, 2015 at 11:19 PM Michaelia, WELCOME to poetry soup. I hope you have fun with this wonderful community. You'll find many friendly poets who are ready to support and give positive feedback. I will enjoy following you and your poetry :) We are Lucky To Have you. Enjoy Poetry Soup:) Your New Poet Friend @-> LINDA <-@

Pandita Sietesantos December 14, 2015 at 2:54 PM Hi Michaelia, this is such an excellent first posting that I enjoyed reading! I look forward to reading more of your work! Welcome to PoetrySoup and best wishes as you continue to churn out wonderful poetic pieces! Warmest regards and a score of 7 (which is the highest score you can get or receive)! Pandita

Skat A December 14, 2015 at 11:39 AM WOW, this is a deep and amazing write, Michaelia, Welcome to Poetry Soup. It will be a delight to read and become familiar with your poems in the future. As for now, I will greet you with the same smile others passed when I first joined the soup. Wishing you and your poetry the best. I hope you get to meet all the nice poets around here STARTING with me- SKAT :-) Please drop a hello and tell me a little about yourself if you wish. I would like to be your newest poetry soup "FRIEND" Hugs* SKAT

Eric Boddie December 13, 2015 at 2:18 PM the monsters will never leave....because they only serve to hurt and deceive....but there is One, and if you only Believe....then there is no happiness you will be unable to achieve....that was Beautifully sad michaelia....;)