A confused love while torn apart

Roses with thorns grow on my heart As I waited for you To tell me how you feel Do you want me? Yes or No Is it just a game We talk for hours, nothing new We laughed for hours, nothing new We went out twice, nothing new Do you want me? Yes or No Is it just a game I don't understand you anymore All I want is you But I'm just a second option to you, until you're first doesn't want you You told me I don't have The level of freak you do Yet, you still want me You said there's no game But I can't tell if it's true or not I love you, I want you, you know that But yet, you love to play games In silence, you stand, A presence that commands, My heart beats for you alone, Yet your eyes, they don't show. You know my love, it's true, But still, you don't speak it through, A mix of desire and pain, Leaves me wondering, in vain. Wondering why Wondering why You broke me thrice While always coming back For what reason For Comfort To prove I'll always want you Knowing my heart beats for you Even after you broke it I'm stuck in a deep hole With my feelings of; confusion and desires wanting you the most But you don't want me like that Do you want me, or is it just a game? A test of love, a flame? I'm lost in the confusion, Torn between love and illusion. If you're waiting for me to say, The words that might set you free, Know that my heart belongs to you, And my love, it will always be true.