"a Beatiful Way To Die"

Come on and back stab me again, im ready for you, insane syringes flying like doves, they have it inside, that drug, that thing that runs in my blood and makes me wanna run, far, far, don't tell me stop, i won't, feeling compromised? Funny, is my decision to take, i love your way's of lying, im in love with you, i like how you breath alive air, how you mimic your shadows around my neck, suffocate! Die! Think again baby, im alive, this time, i want you, your body, your ways, your whole soul, i want to eat it and taste it like a candy, let me lick your heart out, i feel like im overdose, before dying, if i may... Die again! Im still standing, you afraid? Don't be, i just want to warm you here, to touch your face, make you feel like home, like your pathetic boyfriend made you feel, so warm, soft, your blood... So sweet, im in love with it, but why you don't move? Are you ok? Die! Think again and again, im in love with your body, with your soul, mind, ways, sins, so brilliant the way im suffocating on mercy, for whom? Myself and only me, im dead, i can see trough the little window of my coffin how the dirt falls there, i want to tell them im here, but no strength, i guess this is a beatiful way to die...