6:53 PM

I thought I got over 
The feeling of 
Wanting to die
In 12th grade.

I’m walking in a dead town 
Desaturated from its life.
The foggy weather doesn’t help.
It only clouds up my vision.

Why do I feel like dying?
Or did this town suck up 
All of the life inside of me.
I’m an empty husk walking

Memories flood in as I walk
They weren’t enough to change
The thoughts and feelings I have.
I’ll head to the beach instead.

I stand on muddy sand and cry.
Each tear falls with the rain.
I walk closer to the stormy waves 
The currents take me away.

I start to drown and not fight back.
Let it consume me just like this sadness.
Leave my body to rot on the shore.
Don’t pull me out.

As my eyes begin to shut
I cough, I’m back where I stood
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