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6535 SOUTH BISHOP CHICAGO HEAVEN

THE UNSEEN TERROR BEHIND MY WEARING PREGNANT FOR THE FBI CHICAGO FIELD OFFICE LIVING AT 6535 SOUTH BISHOP CHICAGO WE LIVED ON THE FIRST FLOOR THE BUILDING OWNED BY PAPPA DUKES LONGTIME PILAR OF CHICAGO HE WAS LIKE THE FOSTER FATHER OF THE SOUTHSIDE ON THE COUNT HE OWNED THE SOUTH BALL TEAM BASEBALL IN CHICAGO MY CHILDREN AND I FOUND OURSELVES HOMELESS AFTER SPECIAL AGENT LEROY HEIMBACHS VISIT TO THE SALVATION ARMY NEEDING MY HELP AGAIN MY WEARING WIRES PREGNANT AS A RESULT MY EX HUSBAND AND CIRO GARGANO TORCHING A TAILOR SHOP THAT LED TO 8 PERSONS PERISHING IN THOSE FIRES I COULDN'T BREATHE BEING BEATING TORTURED BY MY JUNKSICK EX EVERY DRUG BY HE TOOK SOME DRUGS FOR HIS PERSONAL USE TO SHARE WITH MY SISTER THAT DAY MY SISTER INJESTED THE DRUGS AND WENT INTO A DRUG INDUCED MANIC RAGE THAT NEARLY KILLED MYSELF MY CHILDREN PAPPA DUKES OLDEST SON LIVED UPSTAIRS HE TOO USED THIS TOXIC DRUG WHILE I DID LAUNDRY ALL DAY WATCHING HIS YOUNGEST MEMBER OF THE GROUP PLAY THE PIANO WRITING MUSIC IT WAS FASCINATING LIVING WITH THE DUKES ON THE SOUTHSIDE OF CHICAGO HEAVEN AND EARTH I LEFT FROM 6535 SOUTH BISHOP TO TAKE MY KIDS TO GET SHOTS FOR SCHOOL AT THE CHICAGO PUBLIC HEALTH JANE BURN CENTERS AND TO GET WIC COUPONS BEING 7 MONTHS PREGNANT ON 63RD AND ASHLAND AT THE RED APPLE RESUTRANT NEXT TO THE CURRENCY EXCHANGE WE HAD TO WAIT ON ARLINGTON HEIGHTS TO RELEASE THE FUNDS SOMEHOW I ALWAYS KELP RECIEPTS AS WE PREPARED TO MEET THE FBI AT THE TRAIN STATION NEVER KNOWING WHAT COULD HAPPEN AFTER WE RETURNED MY ABUSIVE EX WAS TOTALLY ON A DRUG BINGE MY SISTER ARRIVED ON HER BIRTHDAY LIFE AS I KNEW IT CHANGED BUT ONE THING I'LL NEVER FORGET WAS PAPPA DUKES BRINGING MY SISTERS SHOES AND PANTS BACK TO THE HOUSE HIS OLDEST SON UPSTAIRS GRAND CHILDREN IT WAS1989 HE STRUGGLED WITH THE GROUP BREAKING UP HE AND MY EX SAT SMOKING COCAINE INTO THE NIGHT AFTER MY SISTER WAS TAKEN TO HOLY CROSS HOSPITAL THESE DRUGS WERE SO POWERFUL MY EX WASN'T SUPPOSE TO TAKE ANY OF IT BUT HE DID THIS DRUG WAS DEADLY I AM REMINDED OF THE SENSELESS OF ARSON RESULTING IN THE MURDER OF A CHICAGO CAPTAIN BRINGING CLOSURE TO MY LIFE AFTER BEING IMPERSONATED BY AN IMPOSTER IDENTITY THIEF ARRIVING WITH A GUNMAN TO ASSASINATE ME FROM JAMAICA EMBEZZLING MY TRAUMATIC BRAIN INJURY CLAIM IT KEEPS ME IN BONDAGE AS I AM REMINDED AS I MUST RELIVE HORRID EVENTS THE DUKES RENTED TO ME EVEN THOUGH MY ABUSIVE EX WAS A JUNKIE BEATING ME DURING HIS DRUG BINGES I TOOK MY CHILDREN ALONG ON THE DRUG BUYS WITH THE FBI MOMMA DUKES RAN A FOSTER HOME WITH SO MANY KIDS I WAS AFRAID SOME DEALER WOULD GET TO MY KIDS IF I LEFT THEM WITH ANYONE I NEVER SPOKE ABOUT MY WEARING WIRES PREGNANT PAPPA DUKES WAS MY LANDLAND AND FAMILY REPAIRING MY APARTMENT WHILE MY SISTER RIPPED OUT THE LIGHT FIXTURES BELIEVING THE FBI WAS LISTENING MY PRAYERS ARE WITH PAPPA DUKES AS HE IS REMEMBERED I'M QUITE TOUCHED BY HEAVEN EARTH TO LIVE ON EARTH AS IT IS IN HEAVEN THOSE PEOPLE WHO PERISHED IN THE FIRES THE FBI WARNED ME MY EX AND CIRO KILLED 8 PERSON RESULTING IN 9 ALL TOGETHER THE SECOND ARSON TODAY I AM REMINDED HOW DEADLY ARSON IS TAKING A WONDERFUL CAPTAIN FROM HIS LOVING FAMILY IN CHICAGO A FIRE IN A GARAGE FALLS DOWN UPON HIM HOW EVERYTHING COMES FULL CIRCLE TODAY I'M BACK THERE THE FBI WARNING ME MY LIFE WAS IN DANGER OVER ARSON MURDER MY WEARING WIRES PREGNANT BUYING WEAPONS AND DRUGS FOR THE FBI BECAUSE THE FBI TOLD ME MY EX AND CIRO COMMITTED THEE UNTHINKABLE I THANK PAPPA DUKES FOR PROVIDING US SHELTER WHILE I ACTUALLY WENT BACK AND FORTH WITH THE FEDERAL BUREAU OF INVESTGATION ARLINGTON HEIGHTS DOING DRUG BUYS PREGANT WITH FOUR KIDS IN THE BACKSEAT PAPPA DUKES GAVE ME NORMACY SAFETY SECURITY BASEBALL SOFT BALL LONG TALKS MOST OF ALL HE GOT MY SISTER THE HELP SHE NEEDED THAT NIGHT THE STRONGEST COLUMBIA COCAINE ARRIVED ON THE SOUTHSIDE OF CHICAGO 6535 SOUTH BISHOP MY SISTER SCREAMING 2AM HELP HE'S TRYING TO KILL ME OVER COCAINE THE FEDERAL BUREAU OF INVESTGATION RELOCATED MY FAMILY TO CLEVELAND GOD ONLY KNEW WHEN THE SHOOTERS KILLERS DEALERS WOULD ARRIVE TO KILL ME FOR BEING AN INFORMANT MY JUNK SICK ABUSIVE EX ACTUALLY TOOK SOME OF THE STRONGEST DRUGS THE FBI WARNED WAS VERY DEADLY NOTHING GLAMOUROUS ABOUT WEARING WIRES PREGNANT FOR THE FBI BEING FORCED TO RELIVE THESE NIGHT TERRORS BECAUSE MY IMPOSTER MY IDENTITY THIEF SEATED WITH CIRO GARGANO ARSON MURDERER 9 BEGAN PLOTTING MY DEATH MY PUNISHMENT FOR SPEAKING OUT ABOUT THE ARSON MURDERS IN THERAPY IN MY PERSONAL MENTAL HEALTH JOURNAL CIRO SENT THIS IMPOSTER TO RIP PAGES IN MY JOURNAL ON MY NIGHT STAND REVENGE HATRED ENVY HE DECIDED TO EXPOSE MY IDENTITY TO HAVE ME MURDERED LIFE AS AN FBI INFORMANT BECAUSE OF ARSON MURDER OF 8 RESULTING IN 9 GOD BLESS THE CHICAGO FIRE DEPARTMENT THE CHICAGO HEALTH DEPARTMENT ALL WHO SERVED OUR FIRST RESPONDERS PAPPA DUKES WAS INDEED A FIRST RESPONDER THAT DAY REST IN HEAVEN PAPPA DUKES

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