24th day of 2024

Today is 24/7/2024. Just like a pattern. Every month it repeatedly happens. This is the sixth time already. Will it stop at your favorite number? Please, no more of this. Also just realized something weir. I played and sang the songs which loved by A, B & C (me). A loved and sang the songs only in his language. B loves one Asian song which was sung by the person he had crush on. I loved the song which was sung by E.P. who was not my favorite. What a discovery of people's personalities. Quite different but all the same. It revolves love and music. Now, I understand what he meant "marriage is a transaction". No. To me it should be full of affections. How can I be comfortable if I have to constantly, Reminding myself what to say and/or not to do. That was too exhausting and too controlling.