2024 May first

Wed, 2024.05.01 By May, three months went passed, We enjoyed three day trips to the nature. We respected and polite to each other. Somehow I started having feelings for you. I knew from the beginning, Our relationship could not go beyond than this. But my brain could not control my heart, So it started to contemplate some ideas, By not using the facilities at your second home. Literatly, I stayed away creating us spaces, Practising out of sight out of mind, I was naive and thought it would help. I did something else, to keep my mind off you. That was when I found an upright German piano. With that in mind, we still met At the end of the day, When we completed our commitments. I suggested and you agreed we would travel To L.E. on Tues 2024.5.7 As a twist of fate, my friend called, And asked if I could take her to L.E. I thought that was a coincidence. She asked me about the same trip few years back, But due to Covid-19, it was postponed. However, knowing how private you were, I decided to tell you about her, You were not pleased at all, And ended all the trips. You said you travelled with me only. Finally, the trip was cancelled. You also kept a distance from me, I had no idea, It upset you that much to the extend, We no more be close friends. I respected your decisions asked no questions. At the time, I reminded you that your promised, No matter what happened, You would travel with me At least one in July and in September. These days were important and meant a lot to me. Those were the promises you made months earlier. You nodded and agreed with me. For the next three months, lot of things happened. The bond we formed, excited And worried me at the same time. You were a gentlement and so attentive, You cared and shared things with me. I enjoyed so much our time our past life stories, Our interest and hobbies. You asked me the tricks To draw things in reversing patterns, Writting in white on a colour back ground. When we were friends, You never said please or thank, Hardly spared the word "Good night" Uttered your admirations only few times. You amazed of my life's knowledge, Especially with legal issues. You asked me to explain how to acquire The desired gender of the baby. I went further and let you taking a copy Of the ancient imperial secret offsprings' chart. All these happened after You told me of your dream woman. BB, you set the bar too high, It would be incredibly to find. Good luck to you and to your nuclear family.