1 stop foward 9 years back

These fears I have swallow me whole though I fight to be released I feel I've gone rouge which has moments of crying spells but no tears have yet fallen taking swings at the gates but I've only wept disappearing the feeling of being astonished to thigh own self in dept how do i pay with empty pockets chasing stars that climb on to me effortlessly feels if run backwards towards my rewards I've already received trained to think first my emotions head started the race misplace energy for my fiery stage of evolving