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“[DELETED] [1:26 AM] i know you’re sleeping and your dreams are probably prettier than my company but i miss you.” "[DELETED] [1:34 AM] when i close my eyes i just see you how can you sleep, do you see me too?" "[DELETED] [1:56 AM] i wish i could sleep without you, being awake is a nightmare." "[DELETED] [2:06 AM] if only i could drown in these blankets, my skin is cold without your touch. " "[DELETED] [2:27 AM] i have taken a few pills now, your voice is getting louder." "[DELETED] [2:45 AM] god, my chest is heavy." "[DELETED] [2:47 AM] the burning in my throat from the shots of vodka i have downed still hurt less than the agony of wanting you. " "[DELETED] [3:01 AM] please wake up, i need you. " "[DELETED] [3:51 AM] my hands are shaking, i remember how they used to shake when i kissed you." "[DELETED] [4:24 AM] are you awake?" "[DELETED] [4:33 AM] i miss tripping over my words when we spoke and your feet when we danced, but now i am only tripping over myself trying to find where i belong without you." "[DELETED] [5:12 AM] my vision is getting dizzy but you are still clear in my mind." "[DELETED] [6:02 AM] remember me?” — thirteen texts maybe i should’ve sent to you