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119 Words Finding solace Inside her machine Finding peace In short times Insurmountable in-betweens Sweat soaked sheets Inhaled hair in face Moans, grunts, names, and squealing’s Complete ecstasy within heart beats Now shared – this time and space Beautifully scarred queen Not mine – never been – barely seen This written-off affair ended An unrelenting goose chase Begins Again. By patiently malevolent means My suicide angel A proudest moment or greatest mistake No love to pledge - even less to lend Finding solace in a husbands Oblivion To take. Or to give. Misery machine – A ravines ledge Cuckolding fiend A ruinous specious edge Trapped inside the lion’s den. Neither friend – nor fake. Without grace Within sin. Epic beginnings Lead to tragic and anemic ends. End.