10,000 Angels Mindy Mccready

How was you feeling what was  going through in your mind Stepping onto that porch seeing those stars did you think what a beautiful night I don't pretend to know what you felt that time To scared to walk away yea I know life ls hard sometimes An I don't pretend to know as you sat on that swing, did you feel alone incapable to feel a thing And as that shot went off the whole world knew,As I sat there in my living room I began to cry because of what this disease had put you thru. No one really knows no one can understand till the step in the lives who suffer and just hold their hand, It's a disease that can cripple even the strongest man, it can creep in take a hold It can burry you I face it every day yes I've walked in your shoes If someone reached out and you reached  within, would you have stayed inside went to bed just to see the sunrise again. People judge us you don't need those pills nothing is wrong with you depression it's not real. Taken your own life and not really knowing why. I've been their more than a few times GOD only knows how I survived Your no longer with us but your life lives on with the songs you sang. You battled your own live in the public eye Being honest with yourself an those who you called fans. A voice A message now a angel with 10,000 wings. you inspired me to write about this crippling disease