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At the time of my last pain
I scream, so l can run away
What I see in front of me
Is only the reflection of my insanity
Throwing me to the present
Alone almost in despair
My head throws itself against thewall
Making my blood flow free of me
To be born again, it'll be a saddestiny
To seek death when it's inside ofmyself
I throw up trying to put it out
I try to sleep sitting on the coldground
Reminders from the past
Repulsion of the present
Fear of the future
Septic Schizo (X3)
Stained by blood on the face
I see that my life goes by in front ofme
As an old movie. I feel not proud ofanything
I've done
I scorn myself with anguish
My nerves are blowing
Inside of me my skin burns
I sink my toes on the ground
I wanna quit; but I don't wanna enteranother place
I'm marked and wounded, thedecaying ofmy thoughts
The rotten smell on my skin
The cold body, thrown and forgotten
I can see things, but I'm blinded tothe world . . .
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