TO HIS ORPHAN GRANDCHILDREN

 ("O Charles, je te sens près de moi.") 
 
 {July, 1871.} 


 I feel thy presence, Charles. Sweet martyr! down 
 In earth, where men decay, 
 I search, and see from cracks which rend thy tomb, 
 Burst out pale morning's ray. 
 
 Close linked are bier and cradle: here the dead, 
 To charm us, live again: 
 Kneeling, I mourn, when on my threshold sounds 
 Two little children's strain. 
 
 George, Jeanne, sing on! George, Jeanne, unconscious play! 
 Your father's form recall, 
 Now darkened by his sombre shade, now gilt 
 By beams that wandering fall. 
 
 Oh, knowledge! what thy use? did we not know 
 Death holds no more the dead; 
 But Heaven, where, hand in hand, angel and star 
 Smile at the grave we dread? 
 
 A Heaven, which childhood represents on earth. 
 Orphans, may God be nigh! 
 That God, who can your bright steps turn aside 
 From darkness, where I sigh. 
 
 All joy be yours, though sorrow bows me down! 
 To each his fitting wage: 
 Children, I've passed life's span, and men are plagued 
 By shadows at that stage. 
 
 Hath any done—nay, only half performed— 
 The good he might for others? 
 Hath any conquered hatred, or had strength 
 To treat his foes like brothers? 
 
 E'en he, who's tried his best, hath evil wrought: 
 Pain springs from happiness: 
 My heart has triumphed in defeat, my pulse 
 Ne'er quickened at success. 
 
 I seemed the greater when I felt the blow: 
 The prick gives sense of gain; 
 Since to make others bleed my courage fails, 
 I'd rather bear the pain. 
 
 To grow is sad, since evils grow no less; 
 Great height is mark for all: 
 The more I have of branches, more of clustering boughs, 
 The ghastlier shadows fall. 
 
 Thence comes my sadness, though I grant your charms: 
 Ye are the outbursting 
 Of the soul in bloom, steeped in the draughts 
 Of nature's boundless spring. 
 
 George is the sapling, set in mournful soil; 
 Jeanne's folding petals shroud 
 A mind which trembles at our uproar, yet 
 Half longs to speak aloud. 
 
 Give, then, my children—lowly, blushing plants, 
 Whom sorrow waits to seize— 
 Free course to instincts, whispering 'mid the flowers, 
 Like hum of murmuring bees. 
 
 Some day you'll find that chaos comes, alas! 
 That angry lightning's hurled, 
 When any cheer the People, Atlas huge, 
 Grim bearer of the world! 
 
 You'll see that, since our fate is ruled by chance, 
 Each man, unknowing, great, 
 Should frame life so, that at some future hour 
 Fact and his dreamings meet. 
 
 I, too, when death is past, one day shall grasp 
 That end I know not now; 
 And over you will bend me down, all filled 
 With dawn's mysterious glow. 
 
 I'll learn what means this exile, what this shroud 
 Enveloping your prime; 
 And why the truth and sweetness of one man 
 Seem to all others crime. 
 
 I'll hear—though midst these dismal boughs you sang— 
 How came it, that for me, 
 Who every pity feel for every woe, 
 So vast a gloom could be. 
 
 I'll know why night relentless holds me, why 
 So great a pile of doom: 
 Why endless frost enfolds me, and methinks 
 My nightly bed's a tomb: 
 
 Why all these battles, all these tears, regrets, 
 And sorrows were my share; 
 And why God's will of me a cypress made, 
 When roses bright ye were. 
 
 MARWOOD TUCKER. 


 

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