Get Your Premium Membership

90 North

 At home, in my flannel gown, like a bear to its floe,
I clambered to bed; up the globe's impossible sides
I sailed all night—till at last, with my black beard,
My furs and my dogs, I stood at the northern pole.
There in the childish night my companions lay frozen, The stiff fur knocked at my starveling throat, And I gave my great sigh: the flakes came huddling, Were they really my end? In the darkness I turned to my rest.
—Here, the flag snaps in the glare and silence Of the unbroken ice.
I stand here, The dogs bark, my beard is black, and I stare At the North Pole .
And now what? Why, go back.
Turn as I please, my step is to the south.
The world—my world spins on this final point Of cold and wretchedness: all lines, all winds End in this whirlpool I at last discover.
And it is meaningless.
In the child's bed After the night's voyage, in that warm world Where people work and suffer for the end That crowns the pain—in that Cloud-Cuckoo-Land I reached my North and it had meaning.
Here the actual pole of my existence, Where all that I have done is meaningless, Where I die or live by accident alone— Where, living or dying, I am still alone; Here where North, the night, the berg of death Crowd me out of the ignorant darkness, I see at last that all the knowledge I wrung from the darkness—that the darkness flung me— Is worthless as ignorance: nothing comes from nothing, The darkness from the darkness.
Pain comes from the darkness And we call it wisdom.
It is pain.

Poem by Randall Jarrell
Biography | Poems | Best Poems | Short Poems | Quotes | Email Poem - 90 NorthEmail Poem | Create an image from this poem

Poems are below...

More Poems by Randall Jarrell

Comments, Analysis, and Meaning on 90 North

Provide your analysis, explanation, meaning, interpretation, and comments on the poem 90 North here.

Commenting turned off, sorry.