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There is a girl who comes to school everyday with a smile on her face. The way she looks
happy during school in front of her friends and classmates. Who becomes quiet when ever
she sees or hear something she would like to be involved with. This girl wakes up
everyday wishing something new happens and changes her life. Her surroundings changes
her mood left to right. She imagines, and focuses on objects that’s around her and
think. Have deep thoughts, her heart racing at the speed of her feelings cramping in her
heart. She try holding her tears back by laughing and pretends everything is okay. Deep
down inside she wishes that everything can be okay. She survives through the day of
different feelings that comes unexpected. When she realizes when school is over she
becomes sad and depressed. Reason is because it’s very miserable going to a boring life
at home. She’s on her own by herself going home hoping her peeps not home. Wishing there
won’t be drama. She’s a girl who needs and wants so much so much that it hurts to even
try to ask for it. At home she ends up down again realizing there isn’t anything to do,
something building inside her feeling like screaming out her pain to someone, who may
help her but doesn’t know who. She hates the feeling; she wants the pain to stop, to end
ever since it inherited in her heart. Growing up, thinking to herself she hopes she’s
not one of those child who is lonely deep down inside. She looks back at it now and ask
herself why her. Fear for living in this condition makes her be who she is. A girl, who
is sweet, faithful, has huge heart, who is deep inside, who is intelligent. The girl she
sees in the mirror is someone who is strong and surviving through the pain. The only
person she has is herself no one can understand the pain within her eyes. And yet
another day she has to get through.
Copyright © Soraya Jean | Year Posted 2005
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