Fat Girl Problems
She says
That her belly is too big
That her favourite jean cant seem to fit
That her skin is showing signs of spilling over ,she says she's afraid of going to the shop she looks like a freak
She's convinced that her momentum might slow her crush down thats why she barely goes shopping she's certain
None of her clothes are for keeps
None of her man kept an eye clean
From what she saw herself being
An inside job and a character beautiful enough to make it on his sheets
Sexy enough to stimulate an eraction but fail to maintain a conversation of when is the right time to give her a ring
And call it the way it is
That its Just only about the pussy and save this fat girl some tears
Save her some air time
Save her some self desructing moments like is my love really that heavy to never make one stay for dinner
And maybe see if the meal will bring up things she wanted to talk about the most .....
Without looking twice at the mirror and disliking what she sees
An elephant trapped in a reflection she would love to fall inlove with
One day, she will stop missing the most important memories in her life because she couldn'get out of her room without tapping this extra weight, without putting on a brave face and lowering her expectations
Without throwing tantrums at herself like a jew shooting snapshots of holocaust in the sky
She says shes tired of being fat
Shes tired of always looking extra to cover up this image that introduces her even when shes one her phone
Even when shes minding her size already
Copyright © Kananelo Khosi | Year Posted 2019
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