Dear Rich,
Rich,
The weather turned cold
And a friendless mood came upon me
My companion was no where to be found
My last resort was to let go of all the passion I had
Sitting at our familiar place
I realized all I need is myself to overcome these hardships
I remembered the past, we once had
Living life to the fullest
Letting the days pass us by
Allowing only one person to accept me
Now, you are gone and
As for the life we use to live
Throughout the year I struggled
With realizing who I really am
Crushed by relationships
And pushed away by parents
I felt like everything in my life was closing into an end
And there was no stopping it
So I tried to end it all myself
My fate gave me a another chance
So I could turn my life around
When I started to not care about what people thought about me
The less I fought with people who provoked me
It turned warm once again
I yearned for a signification that you were safe
I eventually moved on with my life
When I least expected I got the answer I been hoping for
You finally called
At first I felt as if you were a stranger
But soon afterwards I knew you were your same old self
I felt as if it wasn’t like it used to be between us
I didn’t depend on you, like I use to
But I still hoped that you and I
Still had that unbinding spark
I revealed to you my secrets,
Dreams and fears.
And you told me a lot more
Than I expected to hear
I just want to let you know
That every time you call me, I feel loved
And every time we kiss I feel so special
That nothing can ever hurt me
But I can’t prevent reality from stopping
I can’t force anyone to be there,
- Who can’t be
All I am capable of is to
- have faith in myself
Copyright © Katie Kurzynski | Year Posted 2007
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