Thoughts
I have always wondered if i could live forever,
if i could see this world and STAY on this world.
I do not want to leave,
i enjoy the emotion,
i enjoy the people,
i enjoy the nature
but above all i enjoy my own concept of love.
I think love is not necessarily set.
i think it is imagined,
much like a feeling here today
and hopefully there tomorrow.
Love scares me though,
what if i become a worse person,
what if i create something and it does not love,
what if i love wrong?
What if
i never had heard of love?
Never seen it?
Never felt it?
Never watched it in a movie?
Would i be scared of this "Love"?
I feel as if i have never been loved because of all the
love which looks so unnattainable.
I want it,
and i want it more than anything.
I want everlasting love,
which by my own definition is immpossible.
So what is it that im looking for?
I think
what i am looking for is a pretty woman to hold,
a face to caress, a mouth to feed,
a person i can cry to and they would cry with.
I think
i am looking for a person to create something from everything.
I think what i am looking for
is myself.
Copyright © John Ellis | Year Posted 2013
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