Got me running circles in my head.
4 am, alone on the couch, feeling half dead.
i cant tell if you are a reality,
because right now, you've got me walking in my sleep
I'm half way there and i'm half way gone, i'm stuck inside my mind,
sinking below the surface yet flying so high.
I never knew, that you could, kill me with your words, kicked me out, i'm on the ground
covered in dirt,
you broke me
you bent me
you played me like a fool.
I just cant believe that i would think,
that you ever loved me too,
I was almost there but now i'm lost,
feels like I've gone blind
no, there's no need to worry, i'm used to being left behind
You kissed me
you killed me
you turned and walked away
and i saw it coming,
i only wish i hadn't stayed.
Its 2 am, i'm alone again, with your empty promises,
if my pain has granted you happiness in the end
then i would hurt myself a million times if that's what you want my friend.
Ill break my bones,
and ill break my heart over the memories of our past
and ill package them with ribbons and bows, and you'll loves me at last
promise me one thing
that once i'm gone, you'll dance on my broken hearts remains,
up to the brim with lies,
and Its still me,
the real me
just in a broken disguise
Copyright © carson jones | Year Posted 2015