Pregnancy after loss
Anticipation as I take the test
Will I be pregnant again
Two lines appear
But what I feel
Isn't the best.
Dread and fear
Loom over me
How could this be
My face full of tears
I don't feel happy
I feel sad
And now I feel
So very bad.
Guilt rising up
This isn't fair
To the child
That is there.
How can I feel this way?
Will these feelings stay?
The first scan comes
It came really fast
But will this be my last?
My baby is healthy
But I feel the same
Will my feelings ever change?
As things progress I feel so strange
My baby is moving and dancing.
It's insane!
But my feelings remain the same.
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