Fade Into Black
It was one thing to tell me that you loved me then
It's another to tell me you love me now
You leave me with all these feelings
N go about your life
Living your best life
Leaving me with these thoughts
It's not fair.
I wonder what if
I wonder could have been
I'm so angry
I'm so sad
I'm tired of thinking about you
I'm tired of crying about you
I'm tired of reaching out to you
I'm simply just tired
Believing
Hoping
Wishing
Sometimes I wish you never reached out
Sometimes I wish I never knew
Then I wouldn't wake up feeling hollow
Empty
Divided
I really thought you loved me
But now I feel like I'm your enemy
U say the words
But your actions don't match
Why did you bother coming back?
Just to fade into black
I finally had all my answers
But once again I have burning questions
Years have not changed
I believed you are still running game
You are still one of the same
You said you would never hurt me again
That was just another lie
It was one thing to tell me that you loved me then
It's another to tell me you love me now
Just go
Fade into black
Leave me alone
But the truth is I don't want you to go
I want you with me
I can't live in this uncertainty
But I can't continue to risk my sanity
This isn't enough
You are not a man
You're a ghost...
A figment of my imagination
Just fade into black
Fade into black......
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