But She Had a Hope
But She Had A Hope by MJ
it beated
but the reason was un-known
it ran
but why it did - she didn't know
she dreamt ,
had glances of visions
but it was all suspicious
she had a hope
but it looked like a mirage
she wanted
but it was a long jouney
nothin was sorted it looked
but her fate was awaited
she colonized him in her thoughts
she seized him in her breaths
but she did not realized
that it was all hallucination
it was all a part of fantasy
but she had a hope
at nights
she would lift her lids of eyes
at days
she would stay close to doors
just to hear those footfall
leading to her
just to hear a knock
breezing to her
she slept
but she didnt
she woke up
- but she didnt
she slept feeling him
she kept sealing him
she sealed him
locked him
he was reserved
she had him so tight
that it was just her right
so how could this all be reversed
but it was all a desire , wish , expectation
it was all created by dreams animation
but she had a hope
it was all like a season
changing rapidly without any reason
to some - its a disastrous treason
to some - its not just changing
to some - its not just loosing
to some - its not just forgetting
to some - its not just accepting
to some - its not just chased love
its more than it
its above our description
beyond our inscription
she didnt deserved those barriers
even then she crossed
she didnt deserve those hardships
even then she tolerated
she didnt deserve tthose struggles
even then she resistated
she didnt deserve those suffering
even then she survived
time !
was against her
the whole world !
was conspiring against her
against her , against her heart
her mind protested
yet she ,
behind the bars of love
she was arrested
even the commands
even the orders
even the rules
even the regulation
even she herself was against herself
but in deep - down her heart
she had a hope
Copyright © Murtaza Jamali | Year Posted 2023
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