Best Poems Written by Murtaza Jamali

But She Had a Hope

But She Had A Hope by MJ
it beated
but the reason was un-known
it ran 
but why it did - she didn't know
she dreamt ,
had glances of visions
but it was all suspicious
she had a hope
but it looked like a mirage 
she wanted 
but it was a long jouney 
nothin was sorted it looked 
but her fate was awaited
she colonized him in her thoughts 
she seized him in her breaths 
but she did not realized 
that it was all hallucination 
it was all a part of fantasy 
but she had a hope 

at nights 
she would lift her lids of eyes 
at days 
she would stay close to doors 
just to hear those footfall 
leading to her 
just to hear a knock
breezing to her 

she slept
 but she didnt 
she woke up
 - but she didnt 
she slept feeling him 
she kept sealing him 

she sealed him 
locked him 
he was reserved 
she had him so tight 
that it was just her right 
so how could this all be reversed 

but it was all a desire , wish , expectation 
it was all created by dreams animation 
but she had a hope 
it was all like a season 
changing rapidly without any reason
to some - its a disastrous treason 
to some - its not just changing 
to some - its not just loosing 
to some - its not just forgetting 
to some - its not just accepting 
to some - its not just chased love 
its more than it 
its above our description 
beyond our inscription
she didnt deserved those  barriers 
even then she crossed
she didnt deserve those hardships 
even then she tolerated 
she didnt deserve tthose struggles
even then she resistated
she didnt deserve those suffering 
even then she survived 

time ! 
was against her
the whole world ! 
was conspiring against her 
against her , against her heart
her mind protested 
yet she , 
behind the bars of love
she was arrested 
even the commands 
even the orders 
even the rules 
even the regulation 
 even she herself  was against herself 
but in deep - down her heart
 she had a hope

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