Second Guessing
I’m always second guessing
Never really knowing
If anything I’ve done or do
Are my true intentions showing
Can you tell the pain I’m in
Would you even guess
That if you asked the right question
My answer would be Yes
Would I stay or would I go
I really do not know
Do I love you, do i want you
I cannot answer this for sure
Do i speak up and let it out
Should i just play along
Act like im ok and fine
When inside it feels all wrong?
So scared to leave,
Terrified of regret
Once i go,
IF i go,
So easy to forget
Realize i settled
Im owed so much more.
That what ive taken for myself
Is what ive settled for.
What i want now is more than i can have
If only i could have it
Im driving myself mad
Never thought it possible
I never think it through
Second guessing myself is something
I always seem to do.
Copyright © Jennifer Rosales | Year Posted 2021
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