Today That I Don'T Have You By My Side
Today that I don't have you by my side
And that I feel the emptiness that your absence leaves, I just sink between the memories. And the melancholy of not having you around
Looking at the starry night sky,
I saw your face drawn with stars.
A thousand emotions flourished in me.
That overwhelmed me with sadness.
I wanted to cry, but I held back my crying.
Because I don't want to worry you, Mother now you are the Star that illuminates my nights of loneliness and pain... for not having you Here with me!
You visit me at night in my dreams, and you come and hug me, I wake up and where you are I can no longer see you. But you stay with me forever. There are times when I need your words, but I cannot speak to Memories all hope is undone and not I manage to understand so much distance. I think I hear your voice, and it is only a dream from which I do not want to wake up because I am happier by your side. Today I just close my eyes I take a deep breath, I imagine you and I hug you with all my being, mother if I could fly I would come to you, to tell you how much I miss being in your angel arms.
If I could sing, I would raise my voice to where you are and ask your forgiveness for making you suffer... without realizing it, I destroy your heart, maybe that's the reason that God take you.
Looking at the sky, I see your tender face drawn between the clouds And in the wind, the magic of your smile, which fills me with hope.
But today, I just tear these words out of my soul to express my feelings and tell you in the name of God that I miss you.
Copyright © Arilene Holguin | Year Posted 2021
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