Suicidal thoughts got me messed up
Stressed up, depressed bruh
This smile that am wearing is my personality getting dressed up
Tryna be the man for the occasion
The top of the class
I ain’t even the best me
Thinking hurts, sad is that
You know the deep late thoughts?
We all have them right?
Feels like my mind is against me
Tryna put up a tough fight
Looking at all those around
Family in my head causing me to hate
Just cos we share the same blood
It doesn’t mean that we relate
I’m here trying to live a full life
Grow old, stay strong
Do it all with my loving wife
Provide the best for my kids lives
Look after all the family
But how I supposed to fulfil a life,
If all I wanna do is die here tonight?
Copyright © William Grimsey | Year Posted 2020