It Wasn'T Just Me
My head was spinning
Going round and round
I wanted to run away and never be found
I used to cry
People would ask but I couldn't tell them why
I had become so shy
I couldn't even look people in the eye
Oh when oh when would this feeling stop?
I want to curl up under that rock
I couldn't explain
It was like there was never sun, always rain
No-one will understand they'll think that I'm lying
But every day I swear to god Im really trying
I should have been living, having fun
Not standing here wanting to run
Whenever I walked out of my door
I would automatically look at the floor
Hands clammy
Legs going bammy
Heart would Pound so fast
I hate this feeling, how long will it last?
See the thing is I have depression
But I wish that someone would have taught me the lesson
About how life can get so tough
When you juggle with your mind and other stuff
So now I'm here to tell you all
That it is okay to feel a bit low
You don't have to suffer my dear
I am here to give an ear
I am someone who understands
Ill be here to lend a hand
Copyright © Natalie Fraser | Year Posted 2019
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