Next Boyfriend
To my ex you can paint the picture of me being an evil ex just make sure you do it beautifully
Tell him how we used to be
How you played hangman with the truth but the noose was on me
Go on tell him all the bad I did tell him that I ruined we
Whoever comes next please I beg you sit with them
Not just to get yourself out of trouble but also to see how this s affecting them
Cause it's harder when the only one you open up to becomes the one you can't trust
Start going crazy because you've convinced me walking away is not love.
But my hearts breaking because I don't know if there are 2 or 3 people in the words us
us
You took my concerns for accusations
Maybe if you knew how much this hurt you could of saved us
The next sentence I say is gonna hurt me hard
But love him the way you loved me at the start
Cause Lord knows I would've given you the world with the pennies in my pocket
I'm not saying I was perfect
Far from it
But it hurts when the person who hurt you is more concerned with being in trouble than being toxic
And I can already hear you shouting at this poem like
But you weren't perfect either
If I correct you, you'd say I'm acting like I'm perfect
Whoever comes next needs to be a fighter
Cause you're the most difficult girl I've ever met in my life
But you're worth it when you get it right
You can tell me I handled things wrong or I changed up
But one thing you can never say is I gave up
And I pray he won't either
And when you say to yourself "I don't even know why I'm with this guy" I hope you tell yourself "looks fade even when love doesn't"
Cause he's messed up a bunch it's still you that he's in love with
And even when times get hard and he acts out because he's scarred and scared
Understand he's vulnerable so cover his card before you pull it
There's not a single line in this piece with bitter intentions
I enjoyed every minute with my lover n best friend
Waking you up with good morning princess and forehead kisses
I've learned a lot from losing you
And it hurts that it won't be you I apply it to
So yeah to your next boyfriend, all the best...
Cause you're gonna need it
And when you feel defeated I hope she's there when you need it
You've got yourself a diamond, I just hope you can wipe enough dust off to see how worth it she is
@cap
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