Are You Satisfied
Its been so long since I have seen him
Even more time since i have been him
I've almost stopped dreaming
Almost night inside
No lights beaming
Finding other people for love , like i am streaming
Like i already ain't enough
I look at the sky and I'm screaming
When was the last time I've cursed for me?
When was it that i dressed for me?
When was it that i didn't care?
When was the last time when my heart was not in dispare?
When was the last time that the person strived for your love like you did for them?
Zr :-Then why you keep giving such people your "today and forever" ?
Are your efforts this free - this cheap?
Forget about hearts bottom, their love isn't skin deep
And for them you're loosing mind... loosing night sleep?
Loosing sight of you're mudafukin life spring
Stay the in your lane let those friends roll
Let them not help you when you're down, you just control
Just know these situations ain't stronger than you
Just know that these people can't define you
Just know that once everything is said and done
I am gonna bring him out with those 21 guns..
Ok don't worry... Wait...
Ok you get it straight.....
Follow these instructions
(You gotta keep quiet and gotta stay low...
You gotta burn that ty life you have and let the ash blow
You gotta keep yourself on top gear , no need to control...
Let your mind hold the gears and stearing be your soul..
Let your life be a quote that inspire
Not a laughable sarcastic troll
Let that "EGO" flow in your veins
Let them come second to your personal goal
Let them see movies and picture others in their partners role
Let them keep ignoring their feelings towards you... Don't force it... Let it unfold...
Don't understand , advice or be resourceful....
You're not their best friend anymore.....
They will take it as "blackmail", "pressure"or you being forceful
Suppression of feelings comes so natural that accepting them is remorseful
Marrying a stranger will be easier, and so in Cool
Let them do everything they want , you better stop being that guy
Who commits for free and let them ride
Trial drive is over now you'll have to get inside
Or I'll be on my way, time to say goodbye
Time to act like flowing spring
Not like the lake that dried
Time to invest on someone
Who wants to be your bride
Who wants to hold your hand
And wants to kiss goodbyes
Who cherish your presence
Craves to sit besides)
I know what you're thinking Ishwar
That she deserves you're love
That no matter how broken she is
That She deserves you're love
No matter how hurt you felt
She do deserve you're love
Even when she suppress her feelings
She do deserve you're love
She deserves that care
She deserves that might
She deserves that spot
Top of your priorities, right?
But what about you?
With this kind of Half-love
Are you satisfied?
Ishwar:- No, I am not.
Zr:- Then let me come inside of you
Copyright © Ishwar Zore | Year Posted 2019