Can You Hear Me
My mind my greatest bully
Constantly beating me up shoving me out the way
Steady trying to catch my breath
Try not to regret
The top half of my shirt wet
my mind cying from so much wonder
IF, an's, Maybes
I'm feeling a little shady
I'm in a relationship an when my heart races
Its screaming
"You cant erase this!!"
Your glowing skin
your contagious smile
Cute laugh
your quirkiness
Oh how I miss...
NO SNAP OUT OF IT!
My mind screams
"No that's in the past it did not last shake it off for it will not pass!"
A part of me wishes I never asked you out who knows where we would be
I cant stop my brain from wondering
I dont want to regret
Like every human
I want answers
It's for my heart
the one falling apart
I know I'm meant to feel more
Compare my heart to a toy
Throw it in the corner after it brings you much joy
Move on
I miss the conversation
I miss your intellect
The way you turned me on no matter what time it was or the choice of words you would say
My mind screams
"No that's in the past it did not last shake it off for it will not pass!"
Our time was cut short
I believe there was a meaning for this
What am I supposed to take in from all of this?
I want to hear you say my name again
If it has to end Let's end the right way have one more
Phone call
we can leave off on a laugh instead of hurt
Just like this poem I have been everywhere part of me pretends not to care
Why did we stop talking?
The path we chose we should not have walked nor even talked
My mind screams
"No that's in the past it did not last shake it off for it will not pass!"
AHH I just want to yell !!!!!
Play this back as if it was a movie reel
Recreate my start an end
I wonder if you still think of me they way my mind makes me think of you
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