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Jenny Paradise Poem
There are guys who are lovers,
And guys who are leavers.
Guys that are thoughtful,
Guys who are deceivers.
Some just wanna make you smile,
And some who are just plain rude.
There's guys who show respect,
While others only want you nude.
There's guys who just wanna have sex,
And guys who want something more.
Guys who will shatter your heart,
And guys to pick it up off the floor.
There's two types of guys out there,
Wondering around on this earth.
Guys who don't care at all,
And guys who know your worth.
There's guys that like to play games,
And guys who wanna settle down.
Some who don't care of you cry,
And some who would never make you frown.
There's spiteful guys and cheaters,
The ones who have no heart.
Guys who are simply amazing,
Who love you from the start.
Guys who never ever call,
Guys who blow up your phone.
Guys who cancel plans,
Guys who won't leave you alone.
So when you finally find a guy,
Make sure he's the right choice.
And if you choose the wrong one,
Stand up and don't lose your voice.
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Jenny Paradise Poem
As I sit and watch you play,
I wish I could be here everyday,
You're growing up and I'm missing it all,
Since the last time I saw you you've gotten so tall,
You're voice is changing as wel as your looks,
No longer into dolls and soon you'll be reading books,
Just because mommy isn't always here with you,
Doesn't mean I don't love you cause I do it's true,
But mommy wants to better wants to better her life and can't do it here,
Too many temptations and bad influences in her ear,
Just have a little patience, just a little more time,
Everything will be back to normal and we will be just fine,
Also understand that I'm nothing like your dad,
I love you so much, being away from you makes me sad,
I know I should call more than I do,
I absolutely love when I get to talk to you,
I'm so afraid that you're gonna hate me,
Never think I don't love you, if only you could see,
How much it hurts being gone,
Without you I feel so alone,
You mean everything to me, you're my entire world,
No matter how old you get you're still my little girl,
I hate that I only see you every 2 weeks or so,
It breaks my heart everytime I have to go,
But hopefully one day very very soon,
I'll have you back and I'll be over the moon,
Cause you're my little shinning star,
I love you with all of my heart.
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Jenny Paradise Poem
It's no secret that I've got trust issues,
Constantly drying my eyes with tissues,
Always expecting the worst from guys,
Cause all I've ever gotten were lies,
I can be the perfect girl and still I lose,
Cause it's always someone else they choose,
So with every new guy I bring my past,
That must be the reason we never last,
But trusting guys is the hardest thing for me,
When every time its the same shit I see,
Sneaking around like they got something to hide,
Never checking their phone when I'm by their side,
Talking to other girls about our relationship,
Then turning it around on me when I trip,
I tell them something is bothering me bad,
They say I'm crazy and then they get mad,
I've seen the same things from every single guy,
Every word out of their mouth is a big fat lie,
So yeah it's no secret that I have trust issues,
And I'll continue drying my eyes with tissues,
Cause there's probably no good guys out there,
Only players and assholes who will never care.
02-03-2018
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Sometimes when its quiet and I look over at you,
My world is suddenly perfect and my skies are blue,
But at the same time thoughts stir in my head,
As I start questioning everything you've ever said,
I'm fighting a losing battle that I'll always lose,
Cause I always feel like the last person you choose,
You make me happy but miserable at the same time,
I'm both proud and disappointed to call you mine,
There are days I feel like I can trust you, And some I think everything is sneaky you do,
I love you more than life but I also hate you too,
Bad things you've done to me I wanna do to you,
I guess I don't know how to let things go,
Maybe I'm meant to be miserable I'll never know,
When everything is going good I'm still not content,
Happy has already came and then went,
But I can never bring myself to pay you back for what you do,
I guess you could say I'm a good one and my love is true,
I just wish it could've turned out better than this,
Like when we met, those are the times I miss.
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Jenny Paradise Poem
Sometimes when I look into your eyes I see a lost soul,
Someone who's broken and needs to be made whole,
I see the lies you've been told,
All of the pain that you hold,
The broken promises and all the scars inside,
How sometimes you just wanna run and hide
You let each and every bad situation you've had,
Follow you to every relationship and it makes it turn bad,
It's not your fault and I know you can't help it,
It just happens so hurt is all you get,
When I look in your eyes, I see someone who's been mistreated,
Needing to find that one who makes his life completed,
I see all of the beatings, the bruises, and lumps,
The times you've felt low and down in the dumps,
In your eyes I can see the little boy who just wanted a fathers love,
Not to get yelled at and always a push and shove,
All the anger issues you fight day by day,
Trying not to snap cause its not the only way,
When I look into your eyes I see a lot of hate in you,
For the ones who did you wrong leaving your heart black and blue,
I see a person who not many can understand why he is the way he is,
What he's been through or felt, they can guess but it's a hit or miss,
I can see the tears you've cried and the prayers you've prayed,
The neglect you've went through and still you stayed,
In your eyes I see you still standing and giving it your all even if it's your last,
Even when you think you'll never beat the demons from your past,
I see someone who is waiting to snap and let it all out,
But is also afraid of what he'll do cause it'll be more than just shout,
I see that sweet little boy,
Who was scared and played with like a toy,
Who was beaten by a man who was suppose to be a father,
But turned into a monster making you feel you was a bother,
In your eyes I see all the times you begged it to stop,
But all you felt on your face was a pop,
I can see that that you want to tell me about your past and what all happened to you,
But you're not ready and I can wait as long as you need me to,
When I look into your eyes I see fire,
All the things your heart desires,
I see all the lonely nights,
All the pointless fights,
The heartbreak, the pain,
Trying your best and getting no gain,
But here's something YOU should see,
That you'll never have to worry about your past with me,
I'm here to show you love,
And be your gift from up above,
I'll make you happy you made it through,
I'll stick by you whenever your feeling blue,
I'm here to love you and stay for a while,
Cause all I wanna do is make you smile,
When I look into your eyes I see a man who's passion is so true,
In your eyes I can see the real you,
The sweet , loving, and caring guy who,
Never let his past change him after what he went through,
But when I look in my heart at something so true,
Guess what I see? I see only you.
Jenny Lynn
6-11-16
Dedicated To: Shelby Padgett
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Jenny Paradise Poem
I can feel my heart strings breaking,
It cant take much more of this aching,
Every time we fight you wanna run and push away,
My mind starts scrambling. I dont know what to say,
I told you just patient and give me time,
When I get the medication you'll be proud to be mine,
I know my mind turns on me and has me confused,
It makes me mad at you and you're blamed and accused,
But you refuse to help the situation at hand,
Alone and heart broken is where I always stand,
When I cry you act as if I'm not there,
You laugh and giggle like you don't even care,
Yes I blame myself just like you do,
But I try my best to trust amd love you,
If you'd just wait until I get back on the medication,
You'll see the best side of me and be full of dedication,
Stop leaving me every time we fuss and fight,
We're having a baby so we've got to get this right,
Just show me you love me and that you care,
Let me know you want me and you'll always be there.
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For as long as she can remember,
she's been mistreated,
Always been insecure about herself,
Never once conceited,
She's had her heart broken before,
Never really understood why,
She wondered every single day,
If she'd ever find the perfect guy,
Perhaps if she'd stop searching,
One day he'd miraculously appear,
And maybe once in her life,
She'd never have another fear,
After a while she finally gave up,
She just didn't know what to do,
Thought she'd be alone forever,
But that was until she met you,
She fell for you hard,
She fell for you fast,
She found the perfect guy,
And prayed for it to last,
As time went on she was happy,
Always a smile on her face,
There's nothing more she wanted,
Than your warm gentle embrace,
She was super ecstatic,
Heart filled with joy,
Until the day she found out,
You were playing her like a toy,
She tried to talk things out,
But you didn't wanna listen,
You blamed her for it all,
While tears in her eyes glistened,
And all because she loved you,
She tried to make things work,
She wanted that perfect guy back,
But all she got was hurt,
You broke her down completely,
You made her feel so low,
That gaping hole in her heart,
To you she'd never show,
Cause despite the horrible things,
You did to her self esteem,
She tried to be happy,
Cause you two were a team,
But one day when she awoke,
She realized one thing that's true,
You're not the perfect guy,
And you will no longer do,
She knows what she's worth,
And you're not worth her time,
She deserves the perfect guy,
Not heartless filthy grime,
So when you see her with a new guy ,
And she's smiling from ear to ear,
Remember that could have been you,
But you let her perfect guy disappear.
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Jenny Paradise Poem
What happened to us?
Where did we go?
Is there love still there?
And will it ever show?
There's really good days and really bad days,
Sometimes it's as if our hearts have went their seperate ways,
I often think we just tolerate each other,
Cause we know how exhausting it is to start over with another,
There's weeks at a time we go without sex or passionate kissing,
Everything we had in the beginning I know we're both missing,
What happened to us?
Where did we go?
Is the love still there?
And will it ever show?
You used to make me feel pretty, confident, and loved,
Now I feel forgotten, Hated, Pushed and shoved,
Believe me, I know I'm hard to deal with and be around,
And your heartbeat when I'm With you now makes a different sound,
I miss the feeling I used to get being with you, like I was enough,
Now somedays I feel useless to you and getting used to it is really tough,
What happened to us?
Where did we go?
Is the love still there?
And will it ever show?
We once hated being apart even for a little while,
And it was so easy to make each other giggle and smile,
Why is it so hard for us to get that back? Why?
Some days I wanna lay in bed all day and cry,
I know we could be something so great,
I just pray that for us it's not too late,
What happened to us?
Where did we go?
Is the love still there?
And will it ever show?
Do you even love me the way you did at first?
Or is it just dream bubbles I have that are about to burst?
Sometimes it's as if we are strictly best friends who live together,
Not two people in love who want to be with each other forever,
We don't talk like we used to, we just sit and play on our phones,
As if we aren't even in the same room like we're in different zones,
What happened to us?
Where did we go?
Is the love still there?
And will it ever show?
You have no idea how much you really mean to me,
I wish you could have my thoughts for a day and then you'd see,
That since the day I met you my heart has been yours, and I've loved you,
I love you just as much now as i always have and I hope you feel the same way too,
Maybe our hearts will come back together like they should be,
Cause I know there's noone else out there as perfect as you for me,
What happened to us?
Where did we go?
Is the love still there?
And will it ever show?
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Since the moment I was born,From the very first start,
You loved me unconditionally with every piece of your heart,
You changed me, fed me, and rocked me to sleep,
You held me close whenever I would weep,
Sleepless nights with belly aches and sore throats,
Buying school clothes every year from tank tops to coats,
Through all of the tantrums you still loved me so,
And I loved you just as much though sometimes it didn't show,
Every Sunday we went to church that became our thing,
I loved to watch you get up there and sing,
As my teenage years came you never stopped loving me,
Through my hateful words and wanting to run free,
No matter what I did or said good or bad,
You always let me know the love for me you had,
You were always there for me whether I was wrong or right,
You've helped me and cared for me with all of your might,
I'm so grateful to have had someone like you to raise me,
The strong woman you are is who I strive to be,
I love you granny and I just want you to know,
Ill be ok papa is waiting so you can go,
Ill think of you always and you'll never leave my heart,
Ill love you as you loved me right from the start.
Jenny Lynn
7-21-17
Dedicated to: Granny
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Jenny Paradise Poem
Love isn't being hateful,
It's being happy and grateful,
Love shouldn't make you fight,
Or have you doing things out of spite,
Love is supposed to make you excited and proud,
Not in each others faces yelling and screaming loud,
Love is when you don't wanna change the other,
Its loving them as they are and not another,
Love is also noticing the good, not just the bad,
Its when you find yourself smiling and not always sad,
Love is caring about the others feelings and watching what you do,
Not doing something cause you're mad and don't think for a few,
Love is when you give more than you receive,
Its when you can trust and you can believe,
Love isnt thinking you're always right,
Its admitting when you're wrong, even if it takes all your might,
Love is when you hug that special someone and you feel at home,
Its never ever wanting to leave them alone,
Love is when that person brightens your day with a simple smile,
Its when they walk into a room and your heart melts into a pile,
Love is never supposed to hurt,
Its meant to feel good not like work,
Some people say I don't know what love is but I do,
Love is sweet and kind but most of all its you.
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