Trust Issues

It's no secret that I've got trust issues, Constantly drying my eyes with tissues, Always expecting the worst from guys, Cause all I've ever gotten were lies, I can be the perfect girl and still I lose, Cause it's always someone else they choose, So with every new guy I bring my past, That must be the reason we never last, But trusting guys is the hardest thing for me, When every time its the same **** I see, Sneaking around like they got something to hide, Never checking their phone when I'm by their side, Talking to other girls about our relationship, Then turning it around on me when I trip, I tell them something is bothering me bad, They say I'm crazy and then they get mad, I've seen the same things from every single guy, Every word out of their mouth is a big fat lie, So yeah it's no secret that I have trust issues, And I'll continue drying my eyes with tissues, Cause there's probably no good guys out there, Only players and assholes who will never care. 02-03-2018