Best Poems Written by Christin Lares

Theres Something About Him

There's something about him
It's driving me crazy
There's something hes not telling me
Maybe everything?
I know him, but do i know the real him?
I know the answer already. He puts up a front.
He has a wall.
Which he didn't provide the tools to break down
I feel stuck
Am i what he wants?
Does he really want to know me?
Or does he just want to know my body?
See this i cant wrap my head around
Seems we used to click so easily
This time he's different
Or is it me that's changed?
I'm so scared hes deceiving me
See these feelings i want to oversee
There's something about him
It's driving me crazy
He doesn't tell me a thing
I just want to know him
The real him
The pain he's felt,the tears he cried
Was he hurt? Is he scared?
Or does he just not care?
I feel like i'm going insane
Losing my brain
Or am i making it all so hard?
Maybe that's just him?
See he makes me lose my brain
He has me feeling some type of way
He's the fire in my eyes
The smoke to my high
There's something about him
I just cant seem to see.
Why me?
Does he want to hurt me?
I feel like i can see his brokenness
And i want to be the one to complete him
I want to save him
Does he want me to save him?
He's just someone i cannot read
He's a character
Was i the narrator?
Is it all make believe?
What if this is all in my head?
Making up this make believe wall that i can only see
Should i let it be?
There's just something about
And i will not stop until i see

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