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Angel New Poem
I only wanted to talk to you,
not annoy you.
I wanted to share a conversation where, we talked,
and laughed.
I only wanted a moment of your time,
to share with you some of mine.
I speak, and you growl, wanting silence,
effectively silencing me, hurting me,
letting me know, you dont want to talk with me , only at me.
It really does hurt me, for you are all i have,
I miss talking to you when you really loved me,
and listened to me.
Now only silence has respect for me, and unfortunatly it is very lonely.
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Oh the pain is raidiating again
need to snort,need to smoke
my brain is about to break.
Oh how I need you Meth,
Yet I hate you so much.
You take all my money,
you take my sanity to.
You ruin me with all you do.
You already took my family,
you already made me sick.
you already took my bones,
and soon my death you will make.
Meth you have ruined me,
I hate what you have made me.
A liar, a cheat, and a beggar
you create.
Cause oh how I have to have you,
oh the ache you create.
I can not ignore you,
no matter what I regret.
because at the end of the day,
you always win.
Here I am on my knees again.
Death would be kinder,
at times I do think
than to live in the stink
that you think is my life.
Someone please save me,
from myself,and deliver me
from this life that Meth did create.
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Angel New Poem
Time has a strange way of sliding by silently,when you are not watching,
Next thing you know it is a new year,that you have to survive and get your family through.
Mirrors are no longer a looking glass from which you gaze upon your reflection,
You just glance as you rush to and fro.
losing even more time,and it feels like even your mind,as you notice a gray hair growing in plain sight.
Your children are grown up and on their own,and fear of the unknown comes to live in your home.
My husband and I sit and rock in our chairs veiwing the awesome sunset,
When he smiles and says We have loved each other through good and bad ,raised our children well, as we grow old together, we have more love to show,and share,
Until we move on, and no longer care.
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Oh my bird my awesome, you fly down the highway, all 8 cylinders pumping,
oh how you make my blood boil, ripping wind through my hair,
faster and faster we go, not seeing anyone we know ,oh to fast you go
it is a wonderful feeling to know you are mine, my thunder bird
I love to hear your engine whine,squealing and screeching our tires every where we go
oh how wonderful to know you are mine , my race car, my dream car,
my awesome gift from my dad, no man can catch me as we fly.
oh my bird my awesome bird how we fly
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Daddy, I wish I could talk to you one more time,
to feel you hug me, whisper it will all be okay.
to know i can talk to you just a phone call away,
where I could call you ever day.
To be able to share my good news with you,
or share a tear when I am afraid.
just one more day, before you went away.
just to kiss you, and say good-bye
just one more time to hold you close and say
I love you before you went away.
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I remember when you born,
so little and all alone.
Now i see you all grown,
a wonderful woman all your own.
A momma you will soon be,
which i am so proud to see.
you will love him,so deeply,
you will see.
why i protected you so fiercely.
a mommas love is so deep,
and never ending.
soon you will know,
the depth of your well of love.
will always be over flowing for your child,
the creation of your loins.
love you will give, and love you will recieve,
for eternity.
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Before you judge me,
you should know.
I am not lazy,nor do i want your pills,
My body hurts very badly.
I have been broken, I have been fused,
so many operations on a knee, that is unfixable.
the pain radiating through my body is real,
just because you can't see it.
Does not mean I am faking it,
or addicted to your pills.
I cry myself to sleep many nights,
from exhaustion.
I can not walk very well,
or very far.
I am unable to do the things i would like to,
such as walk,run,skip,jump,and play with the grand kids.
So please don't judge me undeserving of respect,
due to my unseen pain.
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I am a Mother,
you are a child,
I know best,and will share the rest.
I will follow you, I will call you
I will be there for you.
Even when you hate me, there i will be,
waiting for you to notice me.
so you know you are loved.
The world will overwhelm you,
mean and cruel.
I am mother, I will protect you
even when you are grown.
That's my job you see is to always be
forever at your side, loving you
throughout all that will be your life.
Don't forget you are always loved by me
YOUR MOTHER.
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I have faithfully attended your little church,
and I love it so,it has been my families home.
Yet you deem me unworthy of God's love,
and take away the right to worship the man above.
God loves me to, he saved,forgave me,
and sent me to you.
To learn to preach as he called me to do,
but deemed me unworthy of your grace.
God loves me to,and even if I have to leave,
I will preach as he called me to do.
God loves me to,
I am not required to impress you.
I follow God's Law and do his commandments,
that is all he has required me to do.
God loves me to,poor I may be,
But to preach rich I do not have to be.
God loves me to,so help me,or
set me free to some one who will help me do as God calls me to be.
God loves me to and deems me worthy.
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Angel New Poem
The past
by angel new
The past will always last,you tend to forget it fast
when judging other people.
It's always so sad,when people get hurt bad
because we are always so mad.
At the time their pain may seem like our gain,
and give us joy.
when really it is the devil's ploy to part us from the Lord.
by creating a great ford between our Lord and us.
The lord doesn't like us to create such a fuss,
about something that doesn't involve us,it's between him and them.
He wants us to watch for our own walk,and not to talk about others as if we were him. Only God can judge people by their past,we are to love everyone with love that will last not judging them by their past.
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