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FROM THE MOMENT THAT SHE MET HIM
SHE WAS AWESTRUCK!!!
HE HAD THE WORDS, HE HAD THE CLOTHES, HE HAD THE LOOK
HE HAD THIS SMOOTH, UNCANNY WAY
THAT EASED HIM RIGHT THROUGH HER DEFENSES
THAT LEFT HER DANGLING, HELPLESS...FROM HIS HOOK
SHE WAS A CHRISTIAN WOMAN, AND
SHE MINISTERED IN CHURCH
HAD NEVER KNOWN A MAN LIKE THIS BEFORE
A MAN WHO KNEW THE BIBLE
EVERY CHAPTER...EVERY VERSE
A CHARISMA, SHE FOUND TOO HARD TO IGNORE
HE DATED HER THE CHRISTIAN WAY
SHE MET HIS FAMILY
THIS HUMAN BROOM, WHO SWEPT HER OFF HER FEET
RESISTING EVERY SEXUAL URGE
UNTIL THEIR WEDDING NIGHT
BUT ON THAT NIGHT, HE TOOK HER, HOT, AND SWEET
HER SPIRIT KNEW, BEFORE HER "MIND" CAUGHT ON
SOMETHING HAD CHANGED
A HORROR UNEXPLAINED HAD GRIPPED HER SOUL
THIS CHRISTIAN MAN SHE MARRIED
HAD TURNED OUT TO BE A DEMON
AND HER COMPLETE DESTRUCTION, WAS HIS GOAL
WITH COLD METHODIC PURPOSE
HE HAD PLANNED HIS WIFE'S DEMISE
HE GAVE HER AIDS, AND THOUGHT HER FATE WAS SEALED
SHE WAS SHAKEN, BUT NOT BROKEN
AND WITH STEADFAST FAITH, SHE SHOUTED...
"THANK YOU JESUS! BY HIS STRIPES, I'M HEALED!!!
HE HAD COME TO CHURCH TO FIND A SAINT
WHOSE LIFE HE COULD DESTROY
THE DEVIL WRAPPED, IN CHRISTIAN MALE ATTIRE
HE GOT IN THROUGH HER EGO
AND DESIRE TO BE LOVED
BUT OH PRAISE GOD, THE DEVIL IS A LIAR
THE LESSON HERE, THE DEVIL
GOES TO CHURCH AS MUCH AS YOU DO
DELIGHTING IN DESTRUCTION OF THE FLOCK
AND SHOULD YOU FIND YOURSELF A TARGET
OF HIS DEADLY PURPOSE
REMEMBER, ALWAYS...JESUS, IS YOUR ROCK!
AMEN!
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GLOW LADY''
Glow lady
Outshine the moon
Your radiance lends warmth
To the sun, at high noon
You are beautiful-
Like a portrait, framed in gold
In comparison to you
Even fire seems cold.
Glow lady
Show me some sign
That I have touched your heart
Like the way you have mine
You are wonderful-
Like a June moonlit night
Like that last puzzle piece
When it fits in just right.
Glow lady
What more can I say
My thoughts are all of you
Every night, every day
You have touched-
Something brand new in me
And these things I now feel
I feel, so tenderly.
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SHE WAS HIGH, AND SMELLING, RIPE OF SEX
WHEN SHE WALKED INTO THE CHURCH.
IT WAS EVENING SERVICE, BUT STILL, THE AIR WAS HOT.
HER BLOUSE WAS OPEN, HER JEANS WERE TIGHT,
BUT HER SPIRIT WAS SEARCHING FOR ANSWERS...
SHE NEEDED RELEASE FROM HER BONDAGE, OR HER SOUL WOULD ROT.
UNSURE OF THE SOURCE, OF THE POWER THAT LED HER...
THAT SPOKE TO SOME SUBCONSCIOUS NEED,
TO SALVAGE THAT PORTION OF LIFE, NOT YET WITHERED AWAY.
SHE REMEMBERED THE YEARS AS A CHILD, SHE WOULD LISTEN
TO PARENTS THAT READ FROM THE BIBLE.
THE PARENTS THAT TAUGHT HER TO TRUST GOD, AND TAUGHT HER TO
PRAY.
SHE NOTICED SOME CHURCH FOLK, WERE LOOKING HER WAY,
THEIR EYES FULL OF COLD CONDEMNATION.
EXPRESSIONS THAT THREATENED TO PAINT HER WITH FEATHERS AND
TAR.
HER GRANDMOM ONCE TOLD HER THE PROBLEM WITH CHURCH
WAS CHURCH FOLK...THAT SURE LOVE TO JUDGE
WHO SOMEHOW FORGOT, THAT CHRIST SAID,"TO COME AS YOU ARE."
SO WITH THAT IN MIND, SHE MANAGED TO SMILE
THE SMILE OF A SINNER WITH PURPOSE...
THE SMILE OF A WOMAN ACCUSTOMED, TO TREATMENT LIKE DIRT.
HER SPIRIT WAS DRIVEN AND FUELED INTO FOCUS
BY PAIN AND BAD CHOICES SHE'S MADE
SHE WAS SEEKING FORGIVENESS IN CHRIST, SO THEIR LOOKS, DID NOT
HURT.
THESE CHURCH FOLK WHO FELT THEMSELVES RIGHTEOUS AND HOLY
WHO FELT IT THEIR DUTY TO JUDGE HER...
WHO ALL KNEW THE WORD, BUT SOMEHOW FORGOTTEN ITS TRUTH.
COULD NOT STEAL THE JOY AND THE PEACE NOW UPON HER
A CALM SHE'D NOT FOUND, IN THE WORLD...
A REBIRTH OF SOMETHING SHE'S MISSED
SINCE THE DAYS OF HER YOUTH.
SHE WAS THERE TO PRAISE "GOD', NOT THE PEOPLE,
WHO WHISPERED AND POINTED HER WAY,
HIS DOORS REMAIN OPEN TO "ALL", WHO WOULD SEEK TO COME IN.
THEY'VE BECOME TOO RELIGIOUS, TO BE ABOUT GOD
THESE CHURCH FOLK, WHO CALL THEMSELVES SAINTS...
NOT RECOGNIZING THEIR JUDGMENT, THE MUCH GREATER SIN.
THIS WOMAN WAS TIRED OF LIVING HER LIFE, IN SINFUL DARK WAYS OF
THE FLESH,
AND CHURCH FOLK WOULD THINK, TO SHUT HER OUT, TURN HER AWAY.
WELL THIS ONE MADE IT IN, BUT HOW MANY WILL NOT
SHUT OUT...BY THE PERFECT, SELF RIGHTEOUS...
HOW MANY MORE OF OUR LOST SOULS, WILL CHURCH FOLK, BETRAY
AMEN!
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" IN PROPER PERSPECTIVE "
BEFORE THE PAIN OF ONE BAD RELATIONSHIP
HAS EVEN ENDED...
SHE'S INTO ANOTHER MAN, THAT SHE JUST MET.
NOT TAKING THE TIME TO EXHALE, AND
NOT TAKING THE TIME TO HEAL
SHE'S BACK ON THE SAME ROAD, HEADED TOWARD REGRET.
BECAUSE OF A FEW DATES, THAT DID GO WELL
SHE IS SLEEPING WITH HIM, ALREADY
NO THOUGHTS OF TOMORROW, HER FOCUS, IS ONLY ON NOW.
NO THOUGHTS OF HER OLDER CHILDREN, WHO
ARE WATCHING THE THINGS SHE DOES
WATCH HER GIVE UP THE MILK, TO A MAN, WHO DONT WANT THE COW.
CONVINCING HERSELF, 'CAUSE SHE HAS TO, THAT
IN TIME, THINGS WILL WORK THEMSELVES OUT
IN SPITE OF THE OBVIOUS SIGNS, THAT THINGS AREN'T GREAT.
BY NOT TAKING THE TIME THAT WAS NEEDED
BEFORE LEAPING INTO THIS NEW THING
SHE IS MORE OF A LIKEABLE F--K, THAN A LIKEABLE MATE.
IF YOU'RE GOING TO HAVE FUN, BUT YOU ALSO HAVE CHILDREN
JUST KEEP IT IN PROPER PERSPECTIVE
BE MINDFUL IT'S MORE THAN JUST YOU, THAT YOU HAVE ON YOUR PLATE.
IT'S OKAY TO TAKE TIME, AFTER ENDING A ROMANCE
TO LAY BACK AND CHILL WITH THE KIDS
THE RIGHT ONE WILL SHOW IN YOUR LIFE, SO BE PATIENT AND WAIT.
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The time between relationships is relative to the need for healing. For some of
us, the between time, is longer than it is for others. But the first since sign we
should look for, is the ability to think back on the hurt and the pain and feel
nothing, but, what we learned from it. If anger still sufaces, or tears or anxiety, we
are not ready, to move onto the next relationship. No matter how badly we want
one. WE ARE NOT READY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! When we move too soon, it is usually out of
desperation and loneliness. And then, we are soooo prone, to making more
mistakes, that will cost us more pain, that will just start the cycle all over again.
That's where many men and women find themselves...and never understand,
why. It's a vicious loop, that keeps you within its parameters, until you have the
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SHE CAN'T EVER REMEMBER, A TIME WITHOUT HEARING
HER MOM SAY THAT MEN ARE NO GOOD
HOW THEY ONLY WANT SEX, AND TO GET IT, THEY PLAY WITH YOUR HEAD
"GIRL, DON'T FALL FOR NO MAN", MOM SAID POINTING HER FINGER
A BITTERNESS HEARD IN HER VOICE
CHOOSE A MAN WITH SOME MONEY, OR POWER, TO LAY WITH INSTEAD
WITH THIS DEEPLY INGRAINED IN HER SPIRIT
SHE CLOSED PATHWAYS THAT LED TO HER HEART
ON HER MOMMA'S INSISTENT ADVICE, ALL HER ACTIONS WERE DRAWN
SHE PASSED OVER ALL MEN WHO MIGHT LOVE HER
FOR NO VALUE IN LOVE, WAS SHE TAUGHT
BUT THREE CHILDREN LATER, THE MEN WITH THE MONEY, WERE GONE
HER CHILDREN ALL HAD DIFFERENT DADDIES
WHO HAD NO LOVE FOR THEM OR FOR HER
SHE HAD CHOSEN THESE MEN CAUSE HER MOMMA, HAD TOLD HER SHE
SHOULD
BUT SHE NOW FACED THE COLD CONTRADICTION
THAT SHE FOUND IN HER MOMMA'S ADVICE
HER LIFE DID NOT TURN OUT THE WAY, THAT HER MOM SAID IT WOULD
SO THEN THERE BECAME AN AWARENESS
OF HER MOM'S PHILOSOPHICAL VIEW
THERE WAS PAIN AND FRUSTRATION AND ANGER, FROM CHOICES MOM
MADE
FOR HER MOM WHO HAD MADE THESE BAD CHOICES
PASSED THE BLAME ON THE MEN, IN HER LIFE
THE MEN, THAT GRANDMOM SAID CHOOSE, AND POOR MOMMA HAD PAID
YOU SEE ANGER "PERPETUATES" ANGER
LIKE A CANCER, IT GROWS AND IT SPREADS
IT WAS PASSED DOWN FROM GRANDMOM TO MOMMA, THEN MOMMA TO
DAUGHTER
FROM GRANDMOM TO GRANDCHILD THIS ANGER WAS PASSED
'CAUSE NO ONE THOUGHT, TO BREAK THIS CHAIN
AND THE HOPE OF WHAT "MIGHT'VE BEEN", SWALLOWED, LIKE
BITTERSWEET WATER.
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Glow lady
Outshine the moon
Your radiance lends warmth
To the sun, at high noon
You are beautiful-
Like a portrait, framed in gold
In comparison to you
Even fire seems cold.
Glow lady
Show me some sign
That I have touched your heart
Like the way you have mine
You are wonderful-
Like a June moonlit night
Like that last puzzle piece
When it fits in just right.
Glow lady
What more can I say
My thoughts are all of you
Every night, every day
You have touched-
Something brand new in me
And these things I now feel
I feel, so tenderly.
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''I'M A HANDFUL''
"OH MY GOD!", I WOKE UP SCREAMING
MY BODY SOAKED IN SWEAT
BOTH HANDS SHAKING...POUNDING, IN MY CHEST
IN MY NIGHTMARE, THERE SHE WAS, SHOUTING OUT
"I'M A HANDFUL"
AS SHE HAS SO MANY TIMES, EXPRESSED
WITH DEVILISH EYES AND ANGEL FACE
AND SKIN AS DARK AS NIGHT
SHE CAME TOWARD ME, WITH HER OUTSTRETCHED ARMS
I KNEW I WAS IN TROUBLE, I'D BEEN PLAYING WITH THE DEVIL
AND I'M OVERMATCHED AND CAN'T RESIST HER CHARMS
I TOLD YOU I'M A HANDFUL, WHEN I MET YOU, SHE WAS SAYING
I TOLD YOU I WAS WILD AND FULL OF GAME
YOU KNEW THAT I WAS GHETTO
FULL OF BABY DADDY DRAMA
I'M A MAVERICK, NOT SOME PONY, YOU CAN TAME
THIS AIN'T MY MESS, IT'S YOUR MESS
MISTER COLLEGE EDUCATED
YOUR EGO TOLD YOU, YOU COULD HANDLE ME
I TOLD YOU FROM THE GET GO
WHO I WAS AND WHAT I WAS
IT AIN'T MY FAULT, WHAT YOU THOUGHT, I WOULD BE
NOBODY PUT A GUN UP TO YOUR HEAD
WHEN YOU APPROACHED ME
YOU COULD'VE TURNED AND WALKED THE OTHER WAY
BUT YOU WERE SURE YOUR "BOOK" SMARTS
BEAT MY STREET SMARTS, DIDN'T YOU
IT SEEMS TO ME, WE BOTH HAD GAME TO PLAY
I SAW ME RUNNING, IN THIS NIGHTMARE
RUNNING, IN THE DARK
PRAYING, "LORD, I NEED A PLACE TO HIDE!"
'CAUSE SHE WAS FLOATING IN THE AIR
AND CLOSING ON ME FAST, SAYING
"COME ON BABY...DON'T YOU WANNA RIDE?"
WHO ARE YOU TO JUDGE ME
ON THE WAY I LIVE MY LIFE
WHO ARE YOU TO SAY WHAT'S WRONG OR RIGHT
PEOPLE LIVING IN GLASS HOUSES
SHOULD NEVER PICK UP STONES
JUDGMENTS COME BACK AT YOU, IN THE LIGHT
WHERE WAS ALL YOUR JUDGMENT
CAUGHT ALL UP BETWEEN MY LEGS
SHARING IN MY PASSION AND MY HEAT
JUDGING ME, 'CAUSE I GOT SKILLS
AND YOU'RE INTIMIDATED
I GUESS THAT'S WHAT THEY MEAN, BY, BITTERSWEET
TOLD YOU I'M A HANDFUL, SHE SAID
AS I CON TEM PLATED
JUMPING FROM THE WINDOW, WHERE I STOOD
CAUGHT BETWEEN THE FEAR AND LUST
OF WHAT I KNEW SHE OFFERED
LORD I HAD IT BAD...AND THAT AIN'T GOOD
COME ON MISTER BIG SHOT, MISTER ALWAYS IN CONTROL
THIS AIN'T MY MESS, SO WHAT'S IT GONNA BE
THIS NIGHTMARE IS A WAKE UP CALL
DON'T BE SO QUICK TO JUDGE
OR YOU'LL BE MEETING...MORE HANDFULS, LIKE ME!
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THE THOUGHTS WITHIN OUR MINDS CAN
LEAD US INTO RIGHTEOUSNESS
BUT THOUGHTS CAN ALSO LEAD US INTO SIN
THE CRAVINGS AND DESIRES, THAT ARE
ROOTED IN OUR FLESH
DON'T DISAPPEAR BECAUSE WE'RE BORN AGAIN
OUR MINDS MUST BE RE-NEWED
TO BE ESTABLISHED, IN THE "WORD"
AND DISCIPLINED TO KEEP THE FLESH DENIED
A DISCIPLINE THAT COMES WITH TIME
AND FELLOWSHIP WITH JESUS
WHO TEACHES SIN, MUST NOT BE GRATIFIED
BEING SAVED MAY PLACE OUR NAMES
WITHIN THE "BOOK OF LIFE"
BUT WE MUST CLOSELY GUARD OUR ATTITUDE
'CAUSE GOD STILL WATCHES HOW WE ACT, AND
SPEAK AND THINK, AND DRESS
THE SPIRIT AND THE FLESH, WILL ALWAYS FEUD
THE ENEMY...PLANS HIS ATTACK
TO COME WITHIN OUR WEAKNESS
THE WEAKNESS IN OUR CHARACTER...OR MIND
SO WHEN YOU'RE PRONE TO WRONGFUL THOUGHTS
WHICH LEAD TO SINFUL, WAYS
JUST KNOW THAT "satan", WON'T BE FAR, BEHIND
WHEN WE ARE SAVED, WE "DIE TO SIN"
BUT SIN ITSELF...WON'T DIE
WE LEAVE ITS "HOME", AND DWELL NOT...ANY LONGER
THE PROCESS MAY BE SLOW, BUT,
BE DETERMINED...TO SUCCEED
AND BIT BY BIT, YOUR DISCIPLINE, GETS STRONGER
OUR FATHER WANTS TO BLESS YOUR LIFE
RELEASE YOU...FROM YOUR BONDAGE
OBEY WHAT'S FOUND IN, JOSHUA, ONE..VERSE-EIGHT
HE'LL GIVE YOU ALL YOU ASK OF HIM
AND GIVE.....ABUNDANTLY!
BE STRONG AND BE COURAGEOUS...WHILE YOU WAIT
AMEN
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THE LOVE OF GOD IS ABUNDANT AND UNCONDITIONAL. OUR TRANSITION
FROM WORLDLY TO SPIRITUAL IS NO MAGIC WAND PROCESS. IT IS STEP BY
STEP, DAY BY DAY, ETC... THE DISCIPLINE COMES IN TIME AND WORKS
ALONG WITH OUR PERSONAL RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD. HIS LOVE AND HIS
UNDERSTANDING IS UNFALTERING AND LIMITLESS. HE LOOKS INTO OUR
HEARTS. BUT TO LOVE HIM IS TO WALK WITH LOVE. WE NEED TO RENEW
OUR MINDS FROM THE OLD WAYS OF THINKING. FROM THE WORLDLY WAYS
OF THINKING. TO SUBMIT OUR WILL TO HIS WILL. HANG IN THERE. IT'S NOT
EASY...BUT IT IS WELL WORTH THE WALK.
GOD BLESS!
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''ANGER PERPETUATES ANGER''
SHE CAN'T EVER REMEMBER, A TIME WITHOUT HEARING
HER MOM SAY THAT MEN ARE NO GOOD
HOW THEY ONLY WANT SEX, AND TO GET IT, THEY PLAY WITH YOUR HEAD
"GIRL, DON'T FALL FOR NO MAN", MOM SAID POINTING HER FINGER
A BITTERNESS HEARD IN HER VOICE
CHOOSE A MAN WITH SOME MONEY, OR POWER, TO LAY WITH INSTEAD
WITH THIS DEEPLY INGRAINED IN HER SPIRIT
SHE CLOSED PATHWAYS THAT LED TO HER HEART
ON HER MOMMA'S INSISTENT ADVICE, ALL HER ACTIONS WERE DRAWN
SHE PASSED OVER ALL MEN WHO MIGHT LOVE HER
FOR NO VALUE IN LOVE, WAS SHE TAUGHT
BUT THREE CHILDREN LATER, THE MEN WITH THE MONEY, WERE GONE
HER CHILDREN ALL HAD DIFFERENT DADDIES
WHO HAD NO LOVE FOR THEM OR FOR HER
SHE HAD CHOSEN THESE MEN CAUSE HER MOMMA, HAD TOLD HER SHE
SHOULD
BUT SHE NOW FACED THE COLD CONTRADICTION
THAT SHE FOUND IN HER MOMMA'S ADVICE
HER LIFE DID NOT TURN OUT THE WAY, THAT HER MOM SAID IT WOULD
SO THEN THERE BECAME AN AWARENESS
OF HER MOM'S PHILOSOPHICAL VIEW
THERE WAS PAIN AND FRUSTRATION AND ANGER, FROM CHOICES MOM
MADE
FOR HER MOM WHO HAD MADE THESE BAD CHOICES
PASSED THE BLAME ON THE MEN, IN HER LIFE
THE MEN, THAT GRANDMOM SAID CHOOSE, AND POOR MOMMA HAD PAID
YOU SEE ANGER "PERPETUATES" ANGER
LIKE A CANCER, IT GROWS AND IT SPREADS
IT WAS PASSED DOWN FROM GRANDMOM TO MOMMA, THEN MOMMA TO
DAUGHTER
FROM GRANDMOM TO GRANDCHILD THIS ANGER WAS PASSED
'CAUSE NO ONE THOUGHT, TO BREAK THIS CHAIN
AND THE HOPE OF WHAT "MIGHT'VE BEEN", SWALLOWED, LIKE
BITTERSWEET WATER.
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by James(PoetforChrist)Heath
IN THAT PLACE WHERE
HER THIGHS MERGE INTO
THE ABYSS OF HER ESSENCE
SHE INVITED HIM
THINKING, NO...KNOWING,
THAT THIS WAS THE ONE
THAT GOD HAD SENT
YEAH, YEAH SHE KNEW
THAT'S WHAT SHE THOUGHT
YESTERDAY....AND THE DAY
BEFORE THAT....AND SO MANY
DAYS BEFORE THAT. BUT
THIS TIME SHE WAS SURE...
OF THE SIGN
AND YEAH, SHE KNEW THAT SHE
HAD SEEN THE SIGNS
BEFORE, OR THOUGHT THEY
WERE...THE SIGNS
BUT THIS TIME THEY
CAME WITH...A FEELING
I MEAN, IT "HAS TO BE"
THIS ONE...THOUGH SHE
KNEW SHE HAD HAD
THOSE FEELINGS...BEFORE
THIS ONE WAS SO
DAMN FINE, SHE THOUGHT
AS SHE MET HIS STROKE
THIS ONE LOVES ME...
HOW ELSE COULD HE FEEL SO
GOOD
SHE THOUGHT, AS SHE ARCHED
TO BRING HIM DEEPER
INTO HER ABYSS
AND AS THE SUN TURNED
INTO THE MOON, AND SHE
WAS ALONE..........AGAIN,
SHE THOUGHT, I KNOW
THAT GOD WILL SEND
HIM....
TOMORROW!
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