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Ashley Henry Poem
I've come to this place,
Without a reason,
Life just makes no sense
What is the point in doing anything
Years from now I wont exist
I look at my hands, I look at my face
I try to figure it out
All this flesh that holds me together
Will someday be in the ground
Beyond my control, without a doubt
I cannot see the purpose
In getting married, in having dreams
In the end it's all so worthless
Each birthday passes, celebration
til your old enough to see the light
Birthdays are just a harsh reminder
of the years you've got left of your life
But here I am, and there you were
My whole perspective changed cos of you
And although I still go back to that place
Its easier cos I'm with you
You make me laugh, you make me smile
I love the way you make me feel
& when I'm surrounded by a world so blinded
You remind me of what is real
I look at you, & I see a purpose
in all the things I do
& I'd rather live a life with no answers
Then to not live at all with you
Copyright © Ashley Henry | Year Posted 2012
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Ashley Henry Poem
When the drugs are gone, I feel like dying
Cos when reality hits, I'm left there crying
Wishing things could go back to how they used to be
Like the way you promised, so sincerley
But all thats gone to ****
& so has my dreams
& so has my life
Which has been torn at the seams
There's no other man
That holds a candle next to you
& when all I do is compare
I'm reminded of all the things we would do
& all this hits me hard
like a bullet through the chest
like a knife to my throat
A razor to my wrist
But when I take one hit
What a relief so desparatley needed
To clean up the mess you made
Of a heart that wont stop bleeding
Its the escape I need, when I feel so dead
But when I have nothing else,
I take what I can get
I miss you, I need you, like the air I breathe
& if I cant have that, Ill take a puff of just about anything
& if I cant smoke it, ill pop it, snort it, inject into a vein
& hey if it kills me, at least I'll be free from this pain
So judge me, hate, me, think whatever you wish
But when you've lost all you got
Then death becomes your only wish
Copyright © Ashley Henry | Year Posted 2012
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