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Margarita Chebukina Poem
The words left unspoken inside my heart
is an overflowing river that drowns me on the inside,
and when I speak my mind people feel the sting
wondering what have they done to deserve this.
The words left unspoken by all those that have been taken before there time, the love they didn't share is like being color blind, to eat food but not taste it to touch but not feel.
The words left unspoken by the blind and the meek would bring us to our knees and make us realize just how easy we have it to express what we feel,
to be free in your own skin .
So when they look at you you're not some freak, but a person who's in the same pain not knowing how to express themselves.
The words left unspoken is a dangerous game, rules do not apply, play at own risk.
Copyright © Margarita Chebukina | Year Posted 2018
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Margarita Chebukina Poem
There are good times there are bad
times. There are nice times there are
sad times. There are sunny days
there are stormy days. But in all that
realization we sometimes forget that
it doest matter what the day looks
like or feels like, the most important
part of the day is when you come
home to your wife/husband/kids/
parents/roommate/friend with
benefits it really doesnt matter
because the people that matter most
to you are doing well and your
together. So even if the worlds on
fire but your together that is all that
should matter. To be grateful at the
end of the day for what you may or
may not deserve.
Copyright © Margarita Chebukina | Year Posted 2014
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Margarita Chebukina Poem
i hate him
hes the worst
i love is just a mask
you hid behind.
don't count me as a fool
i can see your snarl
right threw.
i hate your nasty, sneaky ways.
you did have me at hello.
but now i caught your bluff
be gone you betrayer
you lustful jerk
iv caught you right handed
that's it your busted..
say bye now you'll never see me again
you'll never be able to hurt me
to tare me inside out
be gone you betrayer
be gone you lustful jerk.
Copyright © Margarita Chebukina | Year Posted 2012
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Margarita Chebukina Poem
Unsure , ripentive?
Times are getting harder, searching
for ridemtion.
Hunted by the past no where to run
except stand firm and face your fear.
The closer it comes the scareder you
are. Having thoughts of bailing but
what good has that brought you this
far.
And just as your fear is about to take
a hold of you a light shines brighter
then you've ever seen. The light
comes from inside you. When you
look up fear is wearing its on
reflection. Iv never seen such fear
before.
Standing there I wandered what had
happened. I suddenly felt a heavy
weight come off my shoulders and
when I look up again its my mom
looking at me with a wide smile and
tears in her eyes.
I understood there and then that im
forgiven not only by other's, but I
was finally able to forgive myself.
Copyright © Margarita Chebukina | Year Posted 2014
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Margarita Chebukina Poem
i am a first class sinner
i am a first class betrayer
i am the one who was standing in the crowd screaming
crucify him
crucify him
but all he did was look at me with love
all he did was tell me that i am forgiven
when the clouds pulled in
the crowd grew smaller
the people were fading from the streets of the city
the last words that i heard him say is
it is done.
the wind blew hard the clouds grew the thunder roared
there was silence
that moment when the crowed stood still realizing they have killed the man that
was sent to for fill the prophecy
to give use love
to give us hope
to give us salvation
he has died for us
the very least we can do is live for him....
Copyright © Margarita Chebukina | Year Posted 2012
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Margarita Chebukina Poem
his love is wonderful
he gives me hope
he shares his love with me on a regular bases
his actions speak louder then words..
he is always by my side
hes always holding my spirit light
so i can breath and enjoy my time
he makes me feel beautiful
he makes me feel brave
he makes me light up the world
his love is the an unconditional love...
spread the cheer cause he love's you dear..
Copyright © Margarita Chebukina | Year Posted 2012
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Margarita Chebukina Poem
i never thought of how it could have been.
i never imagined how it would be.
all i know is that i am grateful that
my lord did not come down from the cross
i know that if he did the evil one would have won and we would have been destroyed
by Fear, Cynical, Decrepit,Grimace,Grotesque, & Repulsiveness.
we would have been savages
slaves to something unexplainable.
this world as we know it would have been destroyed.
our ancestors would have been killed
& life as we know today would not exist..
so looking at the life we have
the life that was given to us
threw the sacrifice of our Lord Jesus
i am grateful that he stayed on the cross
& took my sins & freed my soul
and taught me the most important
HOW TO LOVE...
Copyright © Margarita Chebukina | Year Posted 2012
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Margarita Chebukina Poem
Have you ever let anyone into your heart
and watch how they pore poison in
disguise of sugar and love Into the only
thing you had to offer. Where and how
and when did we lose sight of reality,
sight of truth, sight of whats really
happening. And when we finally realize
that somethings wrong, we have two
choices let the poison kill us or find a
antidote. All your looking for now is how
to release the pain, to make it all stop.
Everywhere you turn you see there face
you smell there fragrance you feel there
touch when your lonely you hear there
voice like a echo in the caves. You feel
so lost as you walk down the streets you
feel no hope, and as your mind is racing
trying to figure out when, what, where,
how, who!!! Will this ever end for me will
I ever get my self back to at least half of
what i was. And in that moment of that
thought you have coffee runing down
your chest. You don't know how too feel
until you realize that you just got you're
antidote, the hot burning liquid that just
scolded your heart and gave it a jump
start and only when you look up and you
see the eyes and the mouth and the
beautiful features of the person who's
standing in front of you in panic
apologizing frantically all you can do is
smile and thank them for saving your
life.
Copyright © Margarita Chebukina | Year Posted 2014
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Margarita Chebukina Poem
its been a long time since i seen you,
since i've seen your smile,
since i've felt your warmth.
i miss the summers that we spent together,
the laughs the giggles the warm hugs in the cool night.
i miss the way you'd brush my hear off my face
and tell me i was the most beautiful and astounding girl.
i can't stop thinking about all the good times we've had
but all thats in the past
a long time ago.
theres nothing we can do to go back to those's days
nothing we can say to freeze time.
all we have in our hands now, is the present
we make our future
we make our destiny
and if we'll choose to share our love
to mend our hearts
then we have made it
we've survived this time
and for the time to come.
Copyright © Margarita Chebukina | Year Posted 2012
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Margarita Chebukina Poem
looking at this world makes me sad
thinking it can only inquire the bad
rejoicing from the though of people crying out
we say we are humans
and that we do everything humane
but when you look at it what do you really see?
Copyright © Margarita Chebukina | Year Posted 2012
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